Sunday, March 7, 2010

Homework Day

Day 67
I can't even begin to tell you all how much I have to do. Let's see if I can get it all down.
I have to finish up 5 hard assignments and take a unit test for online gym.
I need to start finding quotes and making my A book for my Scarlet Letter project.
I need to pick a topic for my history paper.
I have about 200 math problems to do that I haven't even started on yet.
I have to make a brochure for health about eating disorders.
I need to get everything ready for my FFA trip on Thursday.
I'm starting tennis again on Tuesday and I'm excited, but really nervous.
Wow...let me think. That might be it, but who knows cause my brain is seriously on overload. I swear everything is just hitting me all at once. I can't take it from school, boys, everything!! I'm going crazy!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

So Much...

Day 66
I'm not writing a lot tonight. My mom and dad are watching a show on the history channel about how a lot of people think that most of the ancient structures in the world were built by aliens...it's freaking me out. My bro is going to probably play x box till at lest 2 and now I'm going to do some homework and read my awesome new book. The night is young!!!

Friday, March 5, 2010

What Day Is It? Oh Yeah It's Friday!

Day 65
I don't know why but today didn't really feel like a Friday. School went by pretty fast. It was a good day. I wore my crazy pants today. Of course I got the regular looks from people, some shocked, some thought they were cool. It's nothing new, I've worn them to school before. It's just funny to hear people say, "Holy cow look at those pants!!" It's great.
Lexi and me went to my bro's b ball game. Our ward is in the playoffs for church ball. It's funny how boys get so mad so easily. Especially in church ball. So the good news is that his team won so they play again tomorrow, but it's to early, I don't think that I will be going to that one. Later after the game we went to Barns and Noble and I bought a new book. Believe it or not we ended up watching Twilight. Yeah I know crazy. That show, it's just...so badly made. New moon was way better!!
O I almost forgot I saw a cover for the new Hunger Games book!! It's coming out in August!!!

I love these books!! I can't wait to read Mocking jay!!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Kelly Kick

Day 64
I don't know why, but I have really been rockin out to Kelly Clarkson these past couple of days. I didn't know how much I love her songs till now!! They are seriously exactly how I feel! I love it!!
I just found out something really awesome...I'm going to start tennis again!! Woo hoo!! So excited but really scared at the same time cause I haven't hit in for awhile. I'm really rusty!! I hope it all goes well!! Another good thing it that I will be working out again. I just love tennis and I'm so excited for next season!!
As for the rest of the day...it was a ruff one, not gonna lie. I felt so drained and sad and it's not like I have a real reason to be, I guess.
O well there is always tomorrow.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

A Very Frustrating Day

Day 63
Ok so as you all know, WJ won last night so, we got to play again today. The problem is that if you wanted to go you had to be checked out of school and you had to find a way all the way to Weber State!! Yeah I know, very stressful. So here I am all day, trying to figure out what to do. I pretty much texted everyone in my phone to figure out who wanted to go or who could go, everyone had their lame excuses.
I ended up finding one of my pretty ok friends, and because I am a nice person I won't say who...anyway a little bit after she told me she could go she texted me again and said that she couldn't go any more. I was way bummed. If you know me well you know how much I love my Jag b-ball team. I stayed at school and was sad, after school I find out that this certain friend WENT TO THE GAME!! She didn't even tell me!! I was so angry!!

Alright so before I go off to much with that subject...I would just like to say, no matter what I'm doing or thinking at one moment my thoughts always come back to "him". It sucks. I realize that most the time it's not him that I really miss it's just the feeling of having someone. I made a big mistake. I got way to deep with my feelings and emotions with him and now I have forgotten what love and all that really is. Now I am paying for it...
I'm so frustrated with everything right now! Little things and big things. They are all just coming together and making a big mess. I just need a break or maybe something really good to happen...maybe it could happen tomorrow, that would be nice.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

VICTORY!!

Day 62
WJ Jaguars!!! We won our first state game!!! Woo Hoo!!! I can't give the details right now cause I have to study for a history test that is unfortunately tomorrow!! so that's all for tonight!! Buh Bye!!

Monday, March 1, 2010

New Things To Think About

Day 61
Holy Cow!!! It felt so nice today!! I am extremely happy that it is March now! It feels great!!
This week everyone is freaking out cause this week we are all getting registered for the next school year. All I can say is that I'm way excited about the classes that I have signed up for. I just pray that it all works out the way I want it to. And hopefully I will get to have good people in my classes too! So Of course I have been thinking about my last year of high school a ton, it's coming so fast!!
I didn't really have any homework tonight so I watched The Bachelor, yeah I know lame!! That show is so dramatic, so sorry if you like it!
I was just thinking about what I wanted to watch tonight and I decided that I really wanted to watch The Perfect Man! But I can't find the freakin DVD!!! Soooo sad!!
A happier thought is that American Idol is on tomorrow!! I haven't been watching like I did last year cause for one thing Adam isn't there and there is no one as good as him, but anyway there are a couple people i'm keeping my eye on...

Lilly Scott! Has a way cool voice and she is cute!!
Beside that everyone else is just so so.
It will be interseting to see who is going to stand out the most!
Just to throw in a little boy drama before I close for the night, I actually felt pretty good at school today. I hardly saw "him" at all and when I did things just felt different. I'm hoping this means things are going to get a lot easier soon cause it's about time!!
Yup just some things to think about...