It's Just a Sunday

Day 32
Yeah, I don't really have anything to say about today. Went to church, dinner at grandma's, watched the Grammys and been thinking about all the things that I need to get done...yup that's it. The End. Good Night!

An Accomplished Day

Day 31
Ok, I already had my dress for sweethearts, but I didn't have any jewelery for it or anything. So my mom and me went and ran some errands and then we went to the mall to find everything I needed. I got some super cute earrings and a pearl necklace. They go together perfectly. The earrings have a little flower one and a long dangling one. I think it will be sweet to have 2 different ones. Then I have a lacy flower for my hair and cool green nail polish that matches the ribbon on the dress. I also got a tie for my date that matches the ribbon and I'm going to get him a pink boutonniere. We are going to look awesome!!
I realized something very serious today! I'm a shopaholic!!! O my you should have seen me going mad over all the things I had to buy!!! I was pretty sure I was going to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW WOW!!!
My friends Sara and Lexi came over tonight and we planned out all we are doing for the dance. We are going to play laser tag and then eat lunch, then meet up ready for the dance, go to the dance, then go to my house for treats and games!! It's going to be so much fun!! I can't wait for the 13th!!!!

Happy B-day Adam!!!

Day 30
For a Friday school was kind of just a blah! The talent show was pretty cool, but I saw it twice and the 2nd time was a little boring. After wards I came home and just crashed in my room. I decided to watch The Crucible. It was just as sad as it always is.
I went to the basketball game with my friend Micheal. WJ played Kearns @ Kearns and to everyone's dissapoinment we lost. Don't ask me why, it is really dumb!! After the game we went to Village Inn again. Some how we started talking about relgion for about an hour. It was interesting cause we believe in the exact opposite and yeah it was cool...
In case you didn't know today was Adam Lamberts b-day!! So I'm hoping he is having fun celebrating, and I hope he doesn't get into to much trouble.
The love life is just not good at all. I think I really just need to stop thinking then everything will be ok cause that's all I think about. I just keep asking myself why, and I need to stop cause it's not getting me anywhere happy. I'm so paranoid now and I just try to do everything I can to make him regret leaving me. I see now that's not going to help me move on.
On a happier note you all have 1 more day to VOTE for a name!!! VOTE NOW!!

Clepto Takes It all!!

Day 29
In case you were wondering I finished my paper last night. Yup, finally got into bed around 12:30, not fun to wake up at 5:30. But hey I still went to school and looked like I was awake for most of the day.
In history today we all learned about scholarships and collage. We pretty much went over everything we have to get done before we graduate next year. Surprisingly I'm not freaking out to bad. I mean I have no idea what I want to do, and as for where I want to go there are a few that stand out, but nothing is set in my mind as a for sure. So I need to figure that out cause it's coming up so fast.
Tonight for a FFA social we all went to play laser tag! It was pretty sweet, especially cause Clepto, that's me, played amazing!!! O yeah totally beat all the guys and everyone else. After Chel, Mitch and me went to Village Inn and got some delicious pie!! Yummy!! That was so much fun!
Tomorrow is pretty much a holiday cause it's Adam Lambert's BIRTHDAY!! He is going to be 28! The world would be such a sad place if he was never born!
Everyone you only have 2 more days to VOTE for a goldfish name!! VOTE VOTE!!!

Wonderful Wednesday

Day 28
This whole day has been pretty dang good. There really is nothing that I can complain about. I got my yearbook picture taken with the FFA, which was awesome!! And the funniest thing in math happened. The guy that I used to like other wise known as "him" to you fellow readers, got taken out of class to go the the principals office. Haha I was laughing so hard. 1st of all I know why he is in trouble, 2nd he just made himself look like an idiot 2 days is a row!! Good times!!
Young Womens tonight was our New Beginnings night. It was so awesome and spiritual. I think it turned out really cool!!
Now my dear friends this Wednesday isn't over yet. Unfortunately I have to stay up and write a paper that is due tomorrow. Yeah I know I'm stupid for putting it off till now. I did get to interview my sweet neighbor to do it though, but now the writing has to begin. So good night everyone. I'm sure you all will have a better sleep than I do.
P.S. 3 days left to vote for the name of my goldfish!! VOTE VOTE VOTE!!

One Of The Best Days Ever!!!!

Day 27
The FFA field trip was awesome!! I had so much fun and I made some great friends! They all are so nice and funny!!!!! Congrats to my friend Chelsea for taking 1st place in her speech competition!!! She did awesome!!! I can't wait for Thursday when we all go to laser tag together!! YAY!!
For WJ basketball we played Riverton tonight. It was the one of the most nerve racking games ever! I thought I was going to have a heart attack!! We won in over time!!! It was amazing!! Way to go Jags!!!!
I so happy that I have such great friends who make me smile and laugh and I am so grateful for all the fun things we get to do together!!!

Tomorrow Is a New Adventure!

Day 26
Some good news! I don't have to go to school tomorrow yay!! Believe it or not tomorrow is the FFA field trip! 7:00am we will be getting on a bus and heading up to Toole High School, Home of the Buffalos. I have no idea what is going to happen or what kind of people are going to be at this thing. It's making me nervous!!!
For Aussie Open news, Andy Roddick is playing really late tonight and Nadal is playing at 3:30am eastern time!! I wish I could watch them both!! I guess I will just have to be patient and wait for tomorrow afternoon!!!
Also Adam Lambert, my #1 man, is going to be on Ellen again tomorrow!! I am for sure going to watch that as well!!
Even more entertainment news!! I heard that this week on American Idol. This is the week when Joe Jonas will be one of the guest judges!! I can not wait to see what that funny man is going to say to people!!
REMINDER TO EVERYONE WHO HASN'T VOTED ON NAMING MY GOLDFISH POLL, GET ON IT AND VOTE YOU HAVE 6 DAYS LEFT!!!

Go Andy Roddick!

Day 25
I hope all you tennis fans have been watching the Australian Open!! It's been so exciting to watch!! Nadal has had some great matches, but most importantly the American, and my personal favorite Andy Roddick has been playing AWESOME!! He won his match yesterday and I'm cheering him on to get farther into the tournament!!

O yeah!! Plus he is totally one of the hottest players!!!
EVERYONE VOTE ON MY POLL FOR WHAT I SHOULD NAME MY GOLDFISH YOU HAVE ONE WEEK TO GET YOUR VOTE IN!!!!

My New Little Friend!!

Day 24
The Saturday started out pretty dull and boring. Eventually I went shopping with my mom for my FFA outfit. We went to Target and thankfully we found everything we needed there. I got a really cute pencil style skirt and a pretty nice buttoned shirt and of course the black tights. Combined with the jacket and the scarf, it looks a little shaky to me...o gosh I just hope I don't look absolutely awful!!
So my mom and we were out running some errands and we ended up going to Pet Smart. I got a super sweet gold fish!! My little tank looks awesome in my room.
I have a problem I don't know what the call my new little friend!! If anyone has any cute suggestions for a name let me know!!!!

Black Out Bingham?

Day 23
Sadly West Jordan didn't beat Bingham tonight, but it still was an awesome game! The emotions were going up and down the whole game!! The student section was the biggest so far this year and it seamed to me like everyone was showing really awesome school spirit. Losing this game just makes everyone love basketball even more and it especially increases our dislike for Bingham!! It's going to be crazy the next time we play them.
Even with the defeat it still was a fun night. The bunch of us girls painted our faces and wore complete black every where. We were so cool!! Before the game started some of the football players painted their faces too! I like being one of the people who aren't afraid to have fun and don't have to be perfect and cool every second of our live. Anyway it was another fun Friday!!

Not a Normal Thursday

Day 22
I know I said that I probably wasn't ever going to see Thomas, the foreign exchange student, again, but today I went to the airport to really see him for the last time. It was very sad watching him walk away and go through the security alone and then just turn the corner and be gone. That was a very very sad experience.
After we left the airport we went and rented My Sisters Keeper and ate some pizza. Yeah I still have no idea why we watched Thomas leave and then watched a depressing show. Not the smartest idea.
For the rest of the day I just keep looking at the clock waiting for it to be 7 so I could watch The Vampire Dairies. During that waiting time I decided that I need a good book to read, I can't wait for the game tomorrow and that I really can't stand A days. Unfortunately tomorrow is an A day at school. I just hope I can get past the school day tomorrow...
Finally 7 came around!! Yay! It was such a crazy 1st episode!! So much happened, I was freaking out!! I can't wait for next week.
Gosh I really don't want to go to school tomorrow!!!!

New Classes and New Goals

Day 21
Today was the official start of the 2nd semester...it's weird how fast this school year is going by!! I also realized tonight that this year I will be turning 18! Which is freaking me out! I feel like there are so many things that I have to do before then and I'm scared that I might not be getting to them all.
Also as a side note to the things that I have to get done by next Tuesday, include me buying clothes for my FFA official dress. I know what your thinking. Shandy? FFA? Yeah I know it's shocking, it's a long story. I will wait tell it is the right time to share it.
As for the goals tonight Lex and me went running.We decided that we are going to go 3 times a week. I glad that I will soon be in shape and be looking good. Another goal is at young womens tonight we talked about Personal Progress, which is something I need to finish by the time I turn 18! Yeah, it's a little frightening.

Adam Lambert and the WJ Jags!!

Day 20
I hope everyone everyone watched Adam on Oprah today!! He was of course very attractive and charming as always! The more I see him the more I like him. And I think that it is awesome that Oprah loves him too!!

Adam is such a great guy and so talented, I wish people would stop criticizing him for what he believes and what he does in his personal life. He doesn't deserve it. People need to look past the things they don't agree with and look at him as a real entertainer and person. I love ya Adam, always have and always will!!!
West Jordan beat Copper Hills tonight!! o yeah JAGS!! I love basketball, the games are so much fun!! Friday we play the one and only Bingham Miners!! BLACKOUT GAME!! This is the biggest game of the season and the most fun!!!!!!!!! Woo Hoo!!! Come on Jaguars!!! I know we can win!!!!

Dresses, Shopping and High School Musical

Day 19
Ok I did it! I decided to go to Sweethearts! So today I went to my friend Kayla's to try on a dress and I loved it!! It's really pretty and it's perfect for this kind of Valentines dance. My friend Lexi and me went shopping around for shoes and jewelry. I didn't have much luck with the jewelry, but I did find some cute shoes. After that we made a fun fetti cake and then watched High School Musical 2 and 3!! It was the best!!! For once I had fun on a Monday!!

Do Nothing Day

Day 18
I got home at 1130 last night which is late, but not extremely late for me. For some reason I was very very tired and crazy as it sounds I didn't get out of bed till 2 pm!! I think that is the longest I have ever slept in. When I actually woke up I just laid in bed and watched Snowboarding at the Dew Tour, which was going at Snow Basin just outside of Ogden, Utah so I thought that was pretty cool. It was sweet to watch! There as 16 year olds competing against 28 year olds!! One of the 16 year olds, Sage is from Park City! Now he is probably going to the Olympics! That is so awesome!!
But tomorrow should be fun, I'm pretty sure I am going to ask someone to Sweethearts and then I am going to try an one of my friends dresses, so we will see how it goes.

Back To Germany and Back To Memories

Day 17
Tonight my friend Thomas, who is a foreign exchange student from Germany, is having a "farewell" party. This is his last weekend in the United States. It makes me so sad. He was here for such a short time and I'm pretty sure after tonight I will never see him again! We have had some fun times and he has made a lot of great friends while he has been here. Good Bye Thomas I will miss you!!
As for the memories...everywhere I look I remember something that me and "him" did together. When driving down that certain street, passing by the road to his house, hearing that song on the radio, or even going to a place that we went together that one time; he pops into my head and I can't get him out. I want to forget and I know it's not worth it, but it is making everything harder to do. I keep thinking does he feel the same way? Does he want to fix everything cause he misses me too? I guess I know the answer to all of those and I wish he felt differently, but I don't ever see that happening. This is going to be much harder than I thought.

Music, Basketball and Pie!

Day 16
I may not play a musical instrument or be able to sing, but I love music just has much as someone who can. I can't even imagine my life with out music. So speaking of music, how about talking the best kind!! Yes, I mean Adam Lambert!! I would recommend watching the new music video "Whatdaya Want From Me" it's sooo amazing!! Adam looks super hott and song is great!!

Wow!!!!!!!!
West Jordan played our first region game tonight against T-Ville. It was a really exciting game and WJ went home with VICTORY!! GO JAGS!!!
After the game and after me and the gang went and did some things we went and got pie at Village Inn!! It was so good, as always!! YUM!!!!!! PIE!!!!!!!

O Those Silly Vampires...

Day 15
I will admit, I am hooked to The Vampire Diaries. I have been watching the 1st season and lets just say I can't help but notice how hott they are. Plus there is always the welcome of DRAMA,DRAMA,DRAMA!!! The new season starts next week!! I just hope this show doesn't end up like Twilight! I swear I will never ever read Breaking Dawn again. I am going to pretend that the series ends on the 3rd book. But forget that book I would recommend looking into Stefan and Damon!!

Best looking vampires I have ever seen! Plus they are brothers what could be better!!!
P.s. For all you Adam Lambert fans the new music video premieres tomorrow on VH1!!

Sweethearts, School and Scriptures

Day 14
This is insane! Sweethearts hasn't even been announced at school yet and I swear every good guy has already been asked!! And if they aren't asked they are either jerks of just a little strange. What's a girl to do!? I really have no idea what to do. First if all I don't know if I even want to go and second I don't have a lot to pick from.
School...I don't what happened today, but for some reason I gained this extreme positive attitude about it. We had a assembly about career pathways and I have decided that I am for sure going to do one in Liberal Arts!! I am very excited, plus I just for some reason feel like I am going to work hard and everything is going to work out great!!!
I have been reading my scriptures everyday and it's amazing the difference they are making in my life. I feel better about myself and just life its self. I feel like I'm not alone and I understand everything a little better. Things just seam better. This reading couldn't have come at a better time with all the boy trauma and craziness! I am very grateful!!

It's a Week Full of Beginning and End

Day 13
Wow it's only Tuesday but so much can happen in 2 days. First of all it feels good to finaly put an end to the whole boy situation. I can actually move on since I have no reason to even talk to him anymore. Plus I am very proud of myself that I showed him that he is not worth my time and that I really don't care anymore. So that was great to end that.
As for a beginning AMERICAN IDOL started today! I miss the sound of the theme song and of course Simon's funny comments. But I am very sad at the same time cause there is no ADAM LAMBERT!! I will still watch the show, but really there is not ever going to be as amazing as Adam. I mean really who can be anything compared to Adam!?

Adam has it all. But I still love the show, it's very entertaining.

Let Me Be Free, I'm a Girl on The Move

Day 12
I must not understand the english cause I thought when someone saids, "I just want to get rid of you" means that they want to get rid of you, right? When I try to get my stuff and move on they won't let me, but I though I understood what that meant. Seroiusly how dumb can he get? Why can't I be free from all this craziness!!
O yeah Girl On The Move. For all of you who have seen The Perfect Man you know what I'm talking about. Hilary Duff plays Holly Hamilton, a girl who is moved to a differnt city when ever her mom gets dumped by her latest boyfriend. It's pretty much one of the best movies I have ever seen.

It has a good story and is really funny and cute! When I first started blogging this show popped into my head. It makes me like blogging even more!!

How To Make An American Quilt

Day 11
I will say yes I'm mad and upset, but I realize something with every mintue that I spend thinking about it. There really is nothing I can do. I know I can scream and yell and let them know how I feel, but if they actually cared about me or my feelings then they wouldn't have done it in the first place. It hurts my heart to think about it. It reminds me of all the things that me and him used to do and the feelings that we had. I can't keep the tears back thinking that they don't care that it's torturing me. They can do what they want, but I just thought they cared about me a little more. Especially one of my best friends. I guess I was wrong. Can he really just forget me, can I really mean nothing? I guess so.
I have been watching the movie How To Make An American Quilt. I really like it. Bascily it's about all these older women who are all friends, but they are alone. They have all had their hearts broken. It makes me realize that a lot of people get hurt in this way. Yeah it still sucks but I'm not alone.

It's True... Things Get Worse Before They get Better

Day 10
Where do I begin? I really don't know. I guess I could start out by saying if you have ever had a time in your life when you have known what a broken heart feels like, then you would know my pain. But hold on it gets better. Having a broken heart and having a best friend betray you makes things much much worse. I don't care who you are, never ever talk and date a person that your best friend was dumped by and is still in the process of getting over that person. I'm pretty sure that there is nothing worse than this feeling that I have now. What do I do now? I truly believed that it couldn't get worse, but something else comes and slaps me in the face. How can a person take that? It has to stop sometime. I hope. I keep asking myself the same question and now I know I will never get the answer. I don't know how to feel or how to think. I just feel empty and hurt.

Mystery In the Making

Day 9
Woo hoo!! Fridays never come fast enough!! But yay it came at last! Got my hair colored and got it cut in a new way too!! I have bangs, and I have to say they are very cute. It's strange how bangs make you look so different.
I saw Sherlock Holmes today and it was very good. It got me thinking about things in my life that I can't seam to slove. Now are you ready for a good mystery? This mystery will never be solved, but it's something that every teenage girl, inculding myself, has tried to solve. What is it? Here it is...
What the heck is wrong with boys!? I'm mean really can they become even bigger jerks and even more stupid. It amazes me how they can. As your probably guessing, yes I did have another episode with the bi-polar red head and lets just say it just keeps getting worse and worse! I don't think I even want to know whats wrong with him, I just need to forget.

A Strange Day

Day 8
It just didn't start out the best. I mean who really wants to start the day off with a freakin hard math test! Nobody!! It was a day when your hair just didn't look the way you wanted it to and for some reason no matter what you did it just looked bad. I was thinking all day, I'm I happy or sad? And I honestly don't know. I realized today that I am so sick and tired of every girl talking about a boy every 5 seconds and about who they want to take to the Sweethearts dance next month! But then I realized I keep talking about boys and Sweethearts too!! The extra bad thing is I keep talking about the same boy and I have no idea why I keep doing it, it's a waste of my time. It was a day when I looked around and thought wow I'm in high school and next year I will be a seinor. It's just one of those weird days and you don't really know why. I can't wait for it to just be over!!!!

Yankee Day

Day 7
Today I woke up at 7:10 and I left to house for school at 7:30. That's right people I got ready in 20 min!! So I didn't feel like getting all fashioned up, I thought today is a wear a cute t-shirt and jeans day, which are things I haven't really worn to school in awhile. I put on my New York Yankee, Derk Jeter shrit!!! I was feeling great. And why shouldn't I!! Hello it's the Yankees and Jeter is super fine. I walk into 1st period and the first thing I hear is "The Yankees! Are you kiddin me!?" That was the first comment of the many that would come. It was very entertaining to hear people's thoughts of my shirt. I'm for sure going to wear my Yankee shirt more often!!

The Flying Math Book

Day 6
Well today started like any other Tuesday. But at lunch I went to Chelsea's sister, Crystal, house for lunch! It was awesome!! It was nice to be with fun people and to get out of the high school for half an hour. Then when I went to seminary I found out that they are are setting a goal to read the BOM in 2 months!! I was so happy cause I wanted to start reading it and now I have a schedule and other people to do it with. Now here is the funny part of my day...
The flying math book!! School got out and go out to my car to head on home. I had a lot of things to take home today so I set some things on my car and put them in and got it and starting driving home. I was waiting in line to turn out of school and this guy was honking at me and I was wondering why. So I pull out of the school and then I turn on to 700 south and I hear this noise and I realize I LEFT MY MATH BOOK ON TOP OF THE CAR!!! O CRAP!!! Chel and me pull over and my book is lying in the intersection. So I had to run out and grab it!! It was scary!! And so FUNNY!!
I went to the basketball game and it was so sad! WJ lost, we were having a bad night! O well next time JAGS!!!

O School...

Day 5
My body wasn't used to getting up at 6 and sitting down for 8 hours today. When I got home today I was so tired. It's going to take me a few days to get back into my normal school sleeping habits. The extra bad thing about today was that it was an A day. My A days are sooooooooo boring!!! The only class that isn't bad is History. There are a lot of funny people in that class, and not only do I laugh in that class I actually am learning something useful and interesting. Even after the boring classes all day I was happy to see my friends and see everyone else that I haven't seen for 2 weeks. I'm not going to deny that I missed them, cause I did a lot. I could tell that mostly everyone was thinking the same as me, but everyone is on edge too since the end of the quarter is coming faster than we all want it to. Most teachers have no mercy on us. They don't care that we pretty much forgot everthing over the break, they just act like we never left. I just want to tell them, "Gosh let me breath for a mintue!!" Well tomorrow is a B day and I have to say I'm looking forward to it and yes part of the reason is because my outfit I'm going to wear is pretty dang cute!

Church at 11!!

Day 4
I love sleeping in on sundays! 11 is the best time!!! I was also so happy that we got our new personal progress books! I can't wait to actually start working on it again. Personal Progress is one of my new year resolutions, so having a brand new book makes working on it even better and also another good reason to finish it.
The only downer today is that the winter break is over now:( Back to school. I love school, but there our just seams to be more bad things about it than good things at the moment. O well at least the 2nd quarter is almost done!!!

The Last Song

Day 3
I finished reading The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. I have read a lot of his books including The Notebook and Dear John, but The Last Song was amazing and by far my favorite of his novels. I'm excited to see the movie Dear John and I found out they are making a movie of The Last Song too!!!

I'm not so sure how I feel about having Miley Cyrus as Ronnie, but the guy playing Will looks way hott!!
This is a really good book. I would recommended it to anyone!! My brother has 2 basketball games tonight and the problem is if I go then I might see the strange, bi-polar, red head that unfortunately hasn't been the nicest to me. Why must all boys be jerks. I just don't understand. Why can't they be like Will in The Last Song. Finding someone like Will seams pretty much impossible.

The Worst Tummy Ache Ever!!

Day 2
Woke up today with the worst feeling in the world!! I ate way to much last night. So, sadly I think I will spend this first day of 2010 laying down and taking it easy. I am very excited for the new year. I have some great resolutions and I can't wait to get started on them, but I just got to keep reminding myself that I got to take it one step at a time. The most important thing that I'm happy to start doing is eating better and getting in shape. I want to feel good about myself and I'm ready to do everything I can to get there! Hello 2010!!!