Day 364
Well tomorrow is new years eve! Can you believe it? I can't!
The year 2010 was a great one! I couldn't ask for more. I had the best times with family and friends. Went on a Cruise, went to Europe. Became a senior in high school. Turned 18.
There's nothing I would change about this year. Even through the trails and challenges and even the mistakes they all were worth the time and lessons learned.
Now it's on to a new year. New ambitions, goals, but most importantly another year to live life. Make more great memories and just enjoy life no matter what happens.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
The Shopping is Done!!
Day 356
After school I went shopping for all the people I still needed to get presents for...a little stressful, but it all ended well. I freaking can't believe that Christmas is in 5 days!! It's going to for shiz bro!!!!!!
O also just a side flare to this post, I wrote this sonnet today in Humanities. I kind of like it.
I once had love,
And I wore it on me like a glove.
Now that you are gone it hurts,
The only thing left inside my heart is a hole that is burnt.
Outside my world is hidden by the rain,
But there is only one person to blame.
There is much I wish I could take back,
I hang those memories on the rack.
So now I walk by them everyday,
Reminding me what you took away.
After school I went shopping for all the people I still needed to get presents for...a little stressful, but it all ended well. I freaking can't believe that Christmas is in 5 days!! It's going to for shiz bro!!!!!!
O also just a side flare to this post, I wrote this sonnet today in Humanities. I kind of like it.
I once had love,
And I wore it on me like a glove.
Now that you are gone it hurts,
The only thing left inside my heart is a hole that is burnt.
Outside my world is hidden by the rain,
But there is only one person to blame.
There is much I wish I could take back,
I hang those memories on the rack.
So now I walk by them everyday,
Reminding me what you took away.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
26 Days Later and...
Day 355
It's really not my 355th day of blogging, but it would have been. So lets just say it is.
Now where to I begin? So much has happened in these last 26 days it's hard to know where to begin.
Well I guess to get this out the way, the guy that I stared to like a lot started to turn into a little more serious relationship. It was great! I loved time with him and is a very sweet guy! No matter what we did I always had a good time with him. Unfortunately my moment of bliss didn't last that long. I was heartbroken that things changed so quickly. So now were just "good friends" but I feel good about it. This relationship was another good thing to learn from. I know that these times only get me closer to finding the right person someday. Through every heartbreak and hardship that I go through I know that I'm only getting closer to finding him.
So life is good! Christmas is in 6 days! I think this year is going to be one of the best!
Last night I had a lot of fun with my girlfriends! This year our school had a Christmas dance so Kayla, Ashlee and Chel went together and we had a blast!!!! I really needed this girls night! I haven't hung out with all of them in awhile. It was just good to talk about everything and not have to hear about things we didn't care about! I just love my girls!!
I have 10 more days of blogging to do, so I will try to stay on top of it!
It's really not my 355th day of blogging, but it would have been. So lets just say it is.
Now where to I begin? So much has happened in these last 26 days it's hard to know where to begin.
Well I guess to get this out the way, the guy that I stared to like a lot started to turn into a little more serious relationship. It was great! I loved time with him and is a very sweet guy! No matter what we did I always had a good time with him. Unfortunately my moment of bliss didn't last that long. I was heartbroken that things changed so quickly. So now were just "good friends" but I feel good about it. This relationship was another good thing to learn from. I know that these times only get me closer to finding the right person someday. Through every heartbreak and hardship that I go through I know that I'm only getting closer to finding him.
So life is good! Christmas is in 6 days! I think this year is going to be one of the best!
Last night I had a lot of fun with my girlfriends! This year our school had a Christmas dance so Kayla, Ashlee and Chel went together and we had a blast!!!! I really needed this girls night! I haven't hung out with all of them in awhile. It was just good to talk about everything and not have to hear about things we didn't care about! I just love my girls!!
I have 10 more days of blogging to do, so I will try to stay on top of it!
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
So Much In Just A Week!
Day 329
Sorry my friends! I know that I haven't blogged in FOREVER!!! Ok well it's been a week, but so much has happened this week I have no idea where to begin!!
My birthday was soooo great! I went shopping all day and then had dinner at The Cheese Cake Factory!! Mmmm it was so Delicious!
Basically this next thing that I'm going to talk about it something that has really came out of no where, but I couldn't be happier that it did!!!!! That "guy" I recently mentioned has just become pretty much the best thing that ever happened to me!! I really really really like him a lot! We have been spending sometime together and every time we hang out I just like him more and more!! He just so nice and sweet! He makes me laugh and just makes me happy!!! I can't even explain how great he is!!!
The bad thing that has happened past week was that I got in a car accident. I was taking a friend home Saturday night and the roads were really bad cause of the huge storm we had!!!! It was horrible! I was trying to stop at a red night and I slid because of the snow and ice right into the intersection into another car. We both are ok, but the cops came and stuff.
Besides that life couldn't be better!!! I'm just fallin for this awesome guy, I have the best friends and family and it's just all good!!! ;)
Sorry my friends! I know that I haven't blogged in FOREVER!!! Ok well it's been a week, but so much has happened this week I have no idea where to begin!!
My birthday was soooo great! I went shopping all day and then had dinner at The Cheese Cake Factory!! Mmmm it was so Delicious!
Basically this next thing that I'm going to talk about it something that has really came out of no where, but I couldn't be happier that it did!!!!! That "guy" I recently mentioned has just become pretty much the best thing that ever happened to me!! I really really really like him a lot! We have been spending sometime together and every time we hang out I just like him more and more!! He just so nice and sweet! He makes me laugh and just makes me happy!!! I can't even explain how great he is!!!
The bad thing that has happened past week was that I got in a car accident. I was taking a friend home Saturday night and the roads were really bad cause of the huge storm we had!!!! It was horrible! I was trying to stop at a red night and I slid because of the snow and ice right into the intersection into another car. We both are ok, but the cops came and stuff.
Besides that life couldn't be better!!! I'm just fallin for this awesome guy, I have the best friends and family and it's just all good!!! ;)
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Last Day of 17
Day 322
Today was my last day being 17:( I have really enjoyed being 17, this year is for sure something I will never forget!!
Which means tomorrow is.....MY BIRTHDAY!!! WAHOO!!
Today was my last day being 17:( I have really enjoyed being 17, this year is for sure something I will never forget!!
Which means tomorrow is.....MY BIRTHDAY!!! WAHOO!!
Monday, November 15, 2010
I Can't Help It...
Day 321
I just can't stop smiling today! It's a Monday and I honestly couldn't been happier this day!
First of all I should start out by saying that Sadies on Saturday was way fun! We went to a place in Lehi and we played laser tag, bowling and played arcade games. It was way fun. For dinner we went to Cafe Rio and then headed to the dance, where he danced are pants off!!! After that we all went to my house and had a fire and watched a movie.
Earlier that day my mom surprised me by getting an awesome B-day cake!!
It's an awesome pre-birthday treat!!
BTW MY B-DAY IS IN 2 DAYS! YAY!! 18 HERE I COME!!!
So tonight is going to be so great as well! I'm going to dinner with a guy that I really like:) This is going to be the best week ever!!!!
I just can't stop smiling today! It's a Monday and I honestly couldn't been happier this day!
First of all I should start out by saying that Sadies on Saturday was way fun! We went to a place in Lehi and we played laser tag, bowling and played arcade games. It was way fun. For dinner we went to Cafe Rio and then headed to the dance, where he danced are pants off!!! After that we all went to my house and had a fire and watched a movie.
Earlier that day my mom surprised me by getting an awesome B-day cake!!
It's an awesome pre-birthday treat!!BTW MY B-DAY IS IN 2 DAYS! YAY!! 18 HERE I COME!!!
So tonight is going to be so great as well! I'm going to dinner with a guy that I really like:) This is going to be the best week ever!!!!
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Sadies
Day 320
Sadies dance was way fun!!! I will give more details later cause I'm way to lazy to even type right now.
Sadies dance was way fun!!! I will give more details later cause I'm way to lazy to even type right now.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Jar of Hearts
Day 319
Basically this song is fit me to a T! If only he could hear this....
"I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?"
-Chirstina Perri
Basically this song is fit me to a T! If only he could hear this....
"I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?"
-Chirstina Perri
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Lies? or Truth?
Day 316
I can't tell if what I hear are truth or lies! I don't know how I can figure out for sure...
I can't tell if what I hear are truth or lies! I don't know how I can figure out for sure...
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
Future UTE!
Day 314
I got my acceptance letter for the University of Utah last night!!
Reading, "Congratulations! You have been accepted for the University of Utah's entering freshman class for Fall 2011" Definitely made me one of the happiest people alive, despite everything that has happened these last few days.
BTW my B DAY is in 9 days!!!!!
I got my acceptance letter for the University of Utah last night!!
Reading, "Congratulations! You have been accepted for the University of Utah's entering freshman class for Fall 2011" Definitely made me one of the happiest people alive, despite everything that has happened these last few days.
BTW my B DAY is in 9 days!!!!!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Listen
Day 313
This has been quite a crazy weekend. I mean honestly I have been through practically every emotion there is.
Friday was girls night and Wow what a fun night!!! I got to hang with my gals and help "my friend", who isn't a girl hehe, answer back his date. It was great! Also Lexi, Camie and me went to Lovers Lane and I seriously thought that I was going to die!
Saturday I finally got my shirts for the dance and they are super duper sweet!!!!!!
But the bad news about Saturday...I woke up to a dreadful text from a dreadful someone! That's right people it's back AGAIN, well for yesterday and today. Anyway I'm PISSED! It's just as simple as this. He doesn't care, and he's not sorry, he doesn't want to "fix" things. It just never ever ENDS! I swear the only way i'm going to get away from this is when I graduate.
Anyway I'm good. Harry Potter is so close! Sadies is Saturday! And best of all, My B DAY is in 10 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This has been quite a crazy weekend. I mean honestly I have been through practically every emotion there is.
Friday was girls night and Wow what a fun night!!! I got to hang with my gals and help "my friend", who isn't a girl hehe, answer back his date. It was great! Also Lexi, Camie and me went to Lovers Lane and I seriously thought that I was going to die!
Saturday I finally got my shirts for the dance and they are super duper sweet!!!!!!
But the bad news about Saturday...I woke up to a dreadful text from a dreadful someone! That's right people it's back AGAIN, well for yesterday and today. Anyway I'm PISSED! It's just as simple as this. He doesn't care, and he's not sorry, he doesn't want to "fix" things. It just never ever ENDS! I swear the only way i'm going to get away from this is when I graduate.
Anyway I'm good. Harry Potter is so close! Sadies is Saturday! And best of all, My B DAY is in 10 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, November 4, 2010
HP! VD! BD! SD!
Day 310
Can I just tell you all how much I love the month of November!
First of all...
HP: HARRY POTTER
Got my tickets for 12:30am! O my it's coming to soooooooooooo soon!!
Got my tickets for 12:30am! O my it's coming to soooooooooooo soon!!VD: Vampire Diaries
Need I say more?BD: Birthday!
I will 18 in 13 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SD: Sadies Dance is also coming up and I know that it's going to be a fantastic night:)
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Tennis Banquet
Day 309
Today has been a crazy Wednesday! I went to a meeting this morning, after school I have writers group, and then I need to go buy coaches gift for our tennis banquet tonight.
I'm really excited for the banquet because I'm a Senior and that means I get something extra than everyone else and I will probably get something for playing well this year. It's going to be great!!
Anyway I'm sitting in class right now and it's going alright. Lexi is making her collage for Humanities and we are thinking about all we need to for the Harry Potter premiere! Which we bought our tickets for last weekend! It's going to be so much fun! We have some fun people coming with us so I'm really excited not only to watch the movie, but to spend time with my fun friends.
Plus my birthday is in 14 Days!!!!! I'm going to be 18!!!!!!! O my I can't even wait!!
Today has been a crazy Wednesday! I went to a meeting this morning, after school I have writers group, and then I need to go buy coaches gift for our tennis banquet tonight.
I'm really excited for the banquet because I'm a Senior and that means I get something extra than everyone else and I will probably get something for playing well this year. It's going to be great!!
Anyway I'm sitting in class right now and it's going alright. Lexi is making her collage for Humanities and we are thinking about all we need to for the Harry Potter premiere! Which we bought our tickets for last weekend! It's going to be so much fun! We have some fun people coming with us so I'm really excited not only to watch the movie, but to spend time with my fun friends.
Plus my birthday is in 14 Days!!!!! I'm going to be 18!!!!!!! O my I can't even wait!!
Monday, November 1, 2010
A Good Monday?
Day 307
Yes that's right! Today was a good day and as crazy as it sounds it's a Monday!!!
Definitely a good way to end this awesome weekend!!
Yes that's right! Today was a good day and as crazy as it sounds it's a Monday!!!
Definitely a good way to end this awesome weekend!!
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Bouncing
Day 306
So Halloween weekend was pretty insane yo!!!!!!!
First of all I dressed up last minute!
Second me and Camie went to like 3 different parties!
Third Taylor gave his farewell talk today and right now I can't say more about it than that:(
Fourth November is beginning!!! O YEAH!!
Fifth This girl has a little bit of extra happiness tonight!
So Halloween weekend was pretty insane yo!!!!!!!
First of all I dressed up last minute!
Second me and Camie went to like 3 different parties!
Third Taylor gave his farewell talk today and right now I can't say more about it than that:(
Fourth November is beginning!!! O YEAH!!
Fifth This girl has a little bit of extra happiness tonight!
Friday, October 29, 2010
Halloween Festivites
Day 304
Ok ok once again I haven't blogged for a few days, but honestly I haven't had much to say about anything. It's been another long school week. Well there is one exception to this week...
Last night the Vampire Diaries was so good! Plus I haven't watched it with my friends in awhile so that made it more fun. Anyway it was pretty intense.
Tonight I'm going to see Paranormal Activity 2!! AWWWW I can't wait!! Afterwards I'm having a party at my house and it's going to be fabulous!! I hope that it will be as I'm wishing it will. I need a good weekend.
Ok ok once again I haven't blogged for a few days, but honestly I haven't had much to say about anything. It's been another long school week. Well there is one exception to this week...
Last night the Vampire Diaries was so good! Plus I haven't watched it with my friends in awhile so that made it more fun. Anyway it was pretty intense.
Tonight I'm going to see Paranormal Activity 2!! AWWWW I can't wait!! Afterwards I'm having a party at my house and it's going to be fabulous!! I hope that it will be as I'm wishing it will. I need a good weekend.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
I LOVE SNOW!!
Day 301
For all those people who hate snow, to bad for you cause it's this week has been the best weather week by far!! The cold and snow is like my good old friend back in town!!! Hello SNOW it's been a long time!!
For all those people who hate snow, to bad for you cause it's this week has been the best weather week by far!! The cold and snow is like my good old friend back in town!!! Hello SNOW it's been a long time!!
Monday, October 25, 2010
Speak Now
Day 300!!
I just bought Taylor Swift's new album, but now I need to remind myself no more music for a long time!
I just bought Taylor Swift's new album, but now I need to remind myself no more music for a long time!
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Loads To Tell
Day 299
Gosh I haven't blogged forever!!! Ok like 4 days, but I have been busy!! Ok well where to begin.
Thursday was the last football game of the season, also known as last WJ game ever!! So sad:( But the good thing is that means next year....The MUSS!!!
Friday I spent the day doing homework and then I spent the night with my mom, aunt and my awesome friend Camie! We played Yahtzee and most importantly we discussed and watched The Vampire Diaries, which BTW last week was pretty much the best episode ever!!!!!! Stefan crying, the werewolf dead and everything else!! It was soooooooooo great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for next week!
Saturday I went to the Utah game, which was raining and what not, but I still had fun and I just love the rain!! Then afterward I went and hung out with my pals and we had a great night partying it up and just yeah know being silly!!
So this week is the last week of the quarter. Hopefully this week won't be as bad as last week.
Gosh I haven't blogged forever!!! Ok like 4 days, but I have been busy!! Ok well where to begin.
Thursday was the last football game of the season, also known as last WJ game ever!! So sad:( But the good thing is that means next year....The MUSS!!!
Friday I spent the day doing homework and then I spent the night with my mom, aunt and my awesome friend Camie! We played Yahtzee and most importantly we discussed and watched The Vampire Diaries, which BTW last week was pretty much the best episode ever!!!!!! Stefan crying, the werewolf dead and everything else!! It was soooooooooo great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for next week!
Saturday I went to the Utah game, which was raining and what not, but I still had fun and I just love the rain!! Then afterward I went and hung out with my pals and we had a great night partying it up and just yeah know being silly!!
So this week is the last week of the quarter. Hopefully this week won't be as bad as last week.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Worst Week
Day 295
I don't know why but this school week has been the longest school week of my entire life!!! So much homework and drama with my attendance, it's just making me sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stressed!!!!
I don't know why but this school week has been the longest school week of my entire life!!! So much homework and drama with my attendance, it's just making me sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stressed!!!!
Monday, October 18, 2010
Chill
Day 293
I don't have a lot to say about today, but I will say that if I had to sum up how I feel right now I would say I'm...chill. What a weird word. Say it out loud. I am Chill.
I don't have a lot to say about today, but I will say that if I had to sum up how I feel right now I would say I'm...chill. What a weird word. Say it out loud. I am Chill.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Growing Up
Day 292
As my friends and me get older I have seen those big decisions and changes start happening. Turning 18, applying for collage, going to collage and for the guys going on missions. Today I got another smack in the face to how real growing up really is becoming. Today was my friend Cameron's farewell. There have been a lot of young men that been called on their missions since school last year, but none of those people have been as close to me as Cameron.
He gave a very good talk and he thanked all the people in his life that have gotten him where he is today. As I look at him now he is no longer that crazy teenager that used to run around the neighborhood, but he is now a young man who is going to spend 2 years of his life spreading the gospel. I'm extremely proud of him and as he spoke today you could tell that he was ready for this. I know he will be an amazing missionary. If there is one thing hat hasn't changed about Cameron it's his kindness and love he shares. The people who hear Cameron talk about this true church they will be able to see that as well.
I think I might be able to see him one last time before he leaves on Wednesday. Which makes extremely sad, but also extremely happy because I know that this is the best decision that he could have ever made. Of course I will stay in contact with him while he is gone and his girlfriend happens to be a very close friend to me. These 2 years will be nothing compared to the big picture but they will make all the difference.
Cameron will be great and pretty soon Taylor will be leaving also so I'll have to do this all over again. But these guys have been a blessing to my life and no matter what happens I will always love them! I have been excited to see the young men they have become and I can't wait to see how much these next years will make them even more spiritual and stronger.
As my friends and me get older I have seen those big decisions and changes start happening. Turning 18, applying for collage, going to collage and for the guys going on missions. Today I got another smack in the face to how real growing up really is becoming. Today was my friend Cameron's farewell. There have been a lot of young men that been called on their missions since school last year, but none of those people have been as close to me as Cameron.
He gave a very good talk and he thanked all the people in his life that have gotten him where he is today. As I look at him now he is no longer that crazy teenager that used to run around the neighborhood, but he is now a young man who is going to spend 2 years of his life spreading the gospel. I'm extremely proud of him and as he spoke today you could tell that he was ready for this. I know he will be an amazing missionary. If there is one thing hat hasn't changed about Cameron it's his kindness and love he shares. The people who hear Cameron talk about this true church they will be able to see that as well.
I think I might be able to see him one last time before he leaves on Wednesday. Which makes extremely sad, but also extremely happy because I know that this is the best decision that he could have ever made. Of course I will stay in contact with him while he is gone and his girlfriend happens to be a very close friend to me. These 2 years will be nothing compared to the big picture but they will make all the difference.
Cameron will be great and pretty soon Taylor will be leaving also so I'll have to do this all over again. But these guys have been a blessing to my life and no matter what happens I will always love them! I have been excited to see the young men they have become and I can't wait to see how much these next years will make them even more spiritual and stronger.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
When In Doubt
Day 291
Whenever I have a really crappy, emotional, stupid day...Like today...I buy music!!
Things I bought that I have been wanting forever.
1. Oxford Comma-Vampire Weekend
2. Cousins-Vampire Weekend
3. The High Road- Broken Bells (my fav)
4. L.E.S. Artists- Santigold
They made the night much better! When in doubt I just need something new on the good old i-pod.
Whenever I have a really crappy, emotional, stupid day...Like today...I buy music!!
Things I bought that I have been wanting forever.
1. Oxford Comma-Vampire Weekend
2. Cousins-Vampire Weekend
3. The High Road- Broken Bells (my fav)
4. L.E.S. Artists- Santigold
They made the night much better! When in doubt I just need something new on the good old i-pod.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Spooky...
Day 290
I have been running errands with my family all day today, but now I'm finally home. I don't have a lot of time to rest cause tonight I am having a fire pit at my house with everyone and then we are going to watch Paranormal Activity. It's gonna be a spooky night....
I have been running errands with my family all day today, but now I'm finally home. I don't have a lot of time to rest cause tonight I am having a fire pit at my house with everyone and then we are going to watch Paranormal Activity. It's gonna be a spooky night....
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Opera!
Day 289
I'm going to the Opera tonight with a group of my lovely freinds! I know what you're probably thinking. Really? The Opera? But believe it or not I'm quite excited. Frist of all because I have never been and second it takes place in Paris. And it just so happens I have been to Paris!! O I love it!!!
I'm going to the Opera tonight with a group of my lovely freinds! I know what you're probably thinking. Really? The Opera? But believe it or not I'm quite excited. Frist of all because I have never been and second it takes place in Paris. And it just so happens I have been to Paris!! O I love it!!!
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Goodbye WJ Football
Day 288
Tonight was my last home football game ever!! I can't even begin to explain how much this saddens me. And to make it even more sad, we lost. This is kind of one of the first things that I have hit me being a Senior. I can't believe that 1 quarter is almost already over!! Insane! But one thing is for sure I have loved every minute of it so far. And I can't wait for the rest of this year!!
On a happier side to this blog, I went up to the U today for a tour and it was AMAZING! Collage is going to be great! So anyway looking at collage life then to last football game and ending the night with my hilarious friends, it was an epic day!!
Tonight was my last home football game ever!! I can't even begin to explain how much this saddens me. And to make it even more sad, we lost. This is kind of one of the first things that I have hit me being a Senior. I can't believe that 1 quarter is almost already over!! Insane! But one thing is for sure I have loved every minute of it so far. And I can't wait for the rest of this year!!
On a happier side to this blog, I went up to the U today for a tour and it was AMAZING! Collage is going to be great! So anyway looking at collage life then to last football game and ending the night with my hilarious friends, it was an epic day!!
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Harry is Bringing it Back!
Day 287
Tonight I did something that I haven't done in a really long time. I hung out with Taylor and Chelsea! It was sooooooooooo great!!! We watched Harry Potter and just caught up with everything that has been going on in our lives. We all have different stuff happening. Taylor going on his mission, Chel getting all kinds of collage stuff.. It's crazy that we actually aren't those little kids anymore who played night games. We all have changed so much, but we all still care about each other. We all have done a lot of growing up and changed, but some things never change.
I had an awesome time with my buds! Love them both to death! And I give Chel bonus points for agreeing to watch Harry:)
Also just and extra happy thought...Last day of school this week and I'm going up to the U tomorrow!! Heck yeah!
Tonight I did something that I haven't done in a really long time. I hung out with Taylor and Chelsea! It was sooooooooooo great!!! We watched Harry Potter and just caught up with everything that has been going on in our lives. We all have different stuff happening. Taylor going on his mission, Chel getting all kinds of collage stuff.. It's crazy that we actually aren't those little kids anymore who played night games. We all have changed so much, but we all still care about each other. We all have done a lot of growing up and changed, but some things never change.
I had an awesome time with my buds! Love them both to death! And I give Chel bonus points for agreeing to watch Harry:)
Also just and extra happy thought...Last day of school this week and I'm going up to the U tomorrow!! Heck yeah!
Monday, October 11, 2010
Ready. Set. Go!
Day 286
Ready....For the fantasic weekend ahead!
Set...The best time of the year is here. I'm excited for what it holds.
Go...Let it all start now. I'm ready. I'm set. GO!
Ready....For the fantasic weekend ahead!
Set...The best time of the year is here. I'm excited for what it holds.
Go...Let it all start now. I'm ready. I'm set. GO!
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Past and Then..What?
Day 285
Basically today has been a day of remembering things I have done, things I miss, things that have changed a lot since this time last year.
Flashback. This time last year I was very different. First of all I was in a relationship that at the time I thought was the greatest thing ever. I didn't really care about anything else besides that.
Where am I now? Better than what I was then. Much better. I feel like I'm actually heading in the right direction of becoming who I am. Who I want to be. I watch everyone around me making the same mistakes I made. Not thinking about the big picture. I feel like I am doing what I'm supposed to do. Have fun being with my friends and family. Taking every ounce of my last year of high school to the fullest.
What now? I'm not going to worry about when those things I want the most will happen. I'm not going to worry about what I'm missing, because I know I'm not missing anything that's worth missing.
Basically today has been a day of remembering things I have done, things I miss, things that have changed a lot since this time last year.
Flashback. This time last year I was very different. First of all I was in a relationship that at the time I thought was the greatest thing ever. I didn't really care about anything else besides that.
Where am I now? Better than what I was then. Much better. I feel like I'm actually heading in the right direction of becoming who I am. Who I want to be. I watch everyone around me making the same mistakes I made. Not thinking about the big picture. I feel like I am doing what I'm supposed to do. Have fun being with my friends and family. Taking every ounce of my last year of high school to the fullest.
What now? I'm not going to worry about when those things I want the most will happen. I'm not going to worry about what I'm missing, because I know I'm not missing anything that's worth missing.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Going With a Fall Flow
Day 284
I'm kind of feeling like a boring person this weekend. I don't know why, but hope zero motivation to be extra busy this month. I guess the good thing is October is kind of like a kick off to exciting things. Which I love a lot.
I feel like everyone else has all there cool stuff going on and I'm just off to the side watching. Not that there is anything wrong with that sometimes, but maybe I want something a little more. I'm just going with the fall flow right now, but if I'm going to be part of the flow for awhile I think Fall is a good time to do it. I'll just sit back and wait...
I'm kind of feeling like a boring person this weekend. I don't know why, but hope zero motivation to be extra busy this month. I guess the good thing is October is kind of like a kick off to exciting things. Which I love a lot.
I feel like everyone else has all there cool stuff going on and I'm just off to the side watching. Not that there is anything wrong with that sometimes, but maybe I want something a little more. I'm just going with the fall flow right now, but if I'm going to be part of the flow for awhile I think Fall is a good time to do it. I'll just sit back and wait...
Friday, October 8, 2010
Angel
Day 283
I got this really cool book at the library yesterday. It's about this girl who describes her angel in poems. Here are a few I like...
Autumn Perfection
Outside, the air was cool
and crisp, the way you want your sheets
when it's blistering
hot.
We walked to the park
and ran through the leaves,
picking them up and throwing them at each other,
as if they were snowballs.
Instead of loud splats,
we got quiet flutters
of crimson and amber.
He pulled me to him,
spun me around
and we fell, into a bed of foliage
fit for a king.
I wanted to freeze the moment in my mind
forever,
because there's nothing better
than flutters of the heart.
I can't help but think about those angels in my life.
I got this really cool book at the library yesterday. It's about this girl who describes her angel in poems. Here are a few I like...
Autumn Perfection
Outside, the air was cool
and crisp, the way you want your sheets
when it's blistering
hot.
We walked to the park
and ran through the leaves,
picking them up and throwing them at each other,
as if they were snowballs.
Instead of loud splats,
we got quiet flutters
of crimson and amber.
He pulled me to him,
spun me around
and we fell, into a bed of foliage
fit for a king.
I wanted to freeze the moment in my mind
forever,
because there's nothing better
than flutters of the heart.
I can't help but think about those angels in my life.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Over.
Day 282
State today was great! We lost but played really well!!! Tie break first set and then second was 5-7! So I'm really happy about it! I'm also really really happy about how well I played my last year. I'm extremely sad that it's over, but I went out in a good way!
These years playing tennis are times I will always remember.
Gotta love Tennis!!!!
State today was great! We lost but played really well!!! Tie break first set and then second was 5-7! So I'm really happy about it! I'm also really really happy about how well I played my last year. I'm extremely sad that it's over, but I went out in a good way!
These years playing tennis are times I will always remember.
Gotta love Tennis!!!!
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Last Match
Day 281
Tomorrow is state tennis, which means that I will play my last tennis match ever...I can't believe that my tennis career will be done. 4 years and 3 of them going to state. Now it's all going to end.
Tomorrow is state tennis, which means that I will play my last tennis match ever...I can't believe that my tennis career will be done. 4 years and 3 of them going to state. Now it's all going to end.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Writing The Mood
Day 279
State is on Thursday. My last tennis match EVER:(
Anyway a better note, in creative writing I wrote these Haiku's about Halloween monsters!
State is on Thursday. My last tennis match EVER:(
Anyway a better note, in creative writing I wrote these Haiku's about Halloween monsters!
The Werewolf
Howling at the sky
As the leaves are turning red
The Fall full moon to dread
The Witch
Hot bubbling brew
A pinch of frog and rats tail
A stew that could kill
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Ooo It's October
Day 278
October pretty much a fantasic month! And now it's offincally begun!! It's going to be extra spooky, scary and super fun!!!
October pretty much a fantasic month! And now it's offincally begun!! It's going to be extra spooky, scary and super fun!!!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Homecoming Adventure!
Day 277
It was a night I will always remember! It was definitely a perfect senior Homecoming!!
Before I get to Homecoming I would like to say Region went fantastic!! I played excellent!! We beat Riverton which has always been a dream of mine and got 3rd!! So we are going to state! Heck yeah!!
Homecoming was great! The boys came and "kidnapped" the girls and then made us breakfast. Then we went to a pumpkin patch, picked out pumpkins and then carved them. It was a great day activity to do to kick off October!!
I got about 4 hours to get ready, which was a perfect amount of time!! They picked everyone up and then we headed down to California Pizza Kitchen and it was sooooo yummy! We headed to the dance and had a grand time! Afterwards we went to Nightmare On 13th and it was great!! Then a few of us went up to Ensign's Peak and then called it a night! It was so much fun! My date was such a gentlemen and my group was just great fun!!!!!
It was a night I will always remember! It was definitely a perfect senior Homecoming!! Wednesday, September 29, 2010
My Victory
Day 274
Today at region I played the best tennis I have ever played in my enitre life! I am soooooo proud and happy!!
TOMORROW is going to be BOMB.COM!!!
Today at region I played the best tennis I have ever played in my enitre life! I am soooooo proud and happy!!
TOMORROW is going to be BOMB.COM!!!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Tennis Maddness!
Day 273
Tomorrow is the Region tennis tournament!!! I'm way excited! Region is sooooo much fun, and I get to miss 2 days of school!! Heck yeah!! I'm feeling good. I'm gonna play like a champ and my weekend has begun!
Thursday football game! Friday HOMECOMING!!! o my I can't WAIT!! AWWWWW!!
Tomorrow is the Region tennis tournament!!! I'm way excited! Region is sooooo much fun, and I get to miss 2 days of school!! Heck yeah!! I'm feeling good. I'm gonna play like a champ and my weekend has begun!
Thursday football game! Friday HOMECOMING!!! o my I can't WAIT!! AWWWWW!!
Sunday, September 26, 2010
SUPER Blog!!!
Day 271
Since I have been slacking on blogging I'm going to catch everyone up on what you all have been missing out on, since of course my life is sooooo excited. Just Kiddin. I every made a list of things I need to talk about that I haven't yet.
So item #1 is Tennis
Aright here's the deal. My last ever region match was last Thursday. Good thing we one, but it's over now. Yeah I still have Region this week, and BTW I'm extremely nervous for because I recently found out my doubles partner has ZERO confidence in what she does the second she steps on the court. And I feel so much more pressure to play better! Anyway It's almost all over, which is so sad. I have been doing this for four years. I guess one good thing is that I will be less busy.
Item #2 is Homecoming
I'm freaking hoping that this week goes by fast because Friday is HOMECOMING!!! Yay! It came up fast! Plus the game on Thursday will be fabulous! Extra bonus I will get to see my friend Mindy who I meet on my Europe trip. She goes to T-ville. So my date is such a sweet funny guy and my group is pretty much the best group EVER!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait!!
Item #3 Weekend
This weekend was pretty fun. I'm proud the say that last night the gang and me watched the Amityville Horror last night. We are getting ready for the awesome month if October!
So as you can see this week is going to be kind of crazy, but fun! It should be great!
Life is good.
Since I have been slacking on blogging I'm going to catch everyone up on what you all have been missing out on, since of course my life is sooooo excited. Just Kiddin. I every made a list of things I need to talk about that I haven't yet.
So item #1 is Tennis
Aright here's the deal. My last ever region match was last Thursday. Good thing we one, but it's over now. Yeah I still have Region this week, and BTW I'm extremely nervous for because I recently found out my doubles partner has ZERO confidence in what she does the second she steps on the court. And I feel so much more pressure to play better! Anyway It's almost all over, which is so sad. I have been doing this for four years. I guess one good thing is that I will be less busy.
Item #2 is Homecoming
I'm freaking hoping that this week goes by fast because Friday is HOMECOMING!!! Yay! It came up fast! Plus the game on Thursday will be fabulous! Extra bonus I will get to see my friend Mindy who I meet on my Europe trip. She goes to T-ville. So my date is such a sweet funny guy and my group is pretty much the best group EVER!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait!!
Item #3 Weekend
This weekend was pretty fun. I'm proud the say that last night the gang and me watched the Amityville Horror last night. We are getting ready for the awesome month if October!
So as you can see this week is going to be kind of crazy, but fun! It should be great!
Life is good.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Triple Slacker!
Day 269
Sadly I haven't blogged for 3 days!!!! I'm such a lazy butt!!! But don't worry I will get back on track!! So much has been going on with school, homecoming, and just everything!!!
Sadly I haven't blogged for 3 days!!!! I'm such a lazy butt!!! But don't worry I will get back on track!! So much has been going on with school, homecoming, and just everything!!!
Monday, September 20, 2010
Going Bananas
Day 265
So I told you all I would give you details about getting asked to homecoming.
My date had one of his friends dress up in a banana costume and he came into my seminary class and gave me a thing that said "I would go bananas if you went to Homecoming with me." It was great!!!
So last night to answer him back I said, "You said you'd go bananas if I went to Homecoming with you. So to know my answer, here's what you have to do. Grab a fork and Don't be shy. The answer lays hidden inside this pie." Then I got a cute monkey and put it on a banana cream pie!! It was way cute!!!!
So I told you all I would give you details about getting asked to homecoming.
My date had one of his friends dress up in a banana costume and he came into my seminary class and gave me a thing that said "I would go bananas if you went to Homecoming with me." It was great!!!
So last night to answer him back I said, "You said you'd go bananas if I went to Homecoming with you. So to know my answer, here's what you have to do. Grab a fork and Don't be shy. The answer lays hidden inside this pie." Then I got a cute monkey and put it on a banana cream pie!! It was way cute!!!!
Sunday, September 19, 2010
West Side Story
Day 264
I made my brother watch West Side Story with me tonight! It was great! Now I am way pumped for the school play this year. I really hope that can pull it off. I think they will:)
I made my brother watch West Side Story with me tonight! It was great! Now I am way pumped for the school play this year. I really hope that can pull it off. I think they will:)
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Dress, Shoes...And Much More
Day 263
Went dress shopping today with my mom and grandma! We pretty much went to every dress store you could think of. But I did find a pretty awesome dress! It's kind of hard to explain. It short and it's emerald green, gold and brown. I know right? Not at all what I was thinking I would get, but I think it's going to look fantastic!
Plus my mom figured out a good way to answer my date back. So I need to do that very soon...
I still need to get a gold necklace for my dress and I need to figure out when I'm going to get my nails done. I feel a little stressed out because not only is Homecoming in 2 weeks, but tennis is still going on. And region is the day before the dance. I think it will be fine. I'm thinking I will get done in plenty of time for the game and last minute preparations.
Tennis has kind of become a crazy ride this year. I mean I love being a senior but some things are not quite what I wanted. O and just an FYI I broke 2 strings on my racket Thursday so that just added to the stress.
All in all I am so freaking excited for Homecoming!! I have such a great group, love my dress and we are going to have a BLAST! Awww October please come as fast as possible!!!
Went dress shopping today with my mom and grandma! We pretty much went to every dress store you could think of. But I did find a pretty awesome dress! It's kind of hard to explain. It short and it's emerald green, gold and brown. I know right? Not at all what I was thinking I would get, but I think it's going to look fantastic!
Plus my mom figured out a good way to answer my date back. So I need to do that very soon...
I still need to get a gold necklace for my dress and I need to figure out when I'm going to get my nails done. I feel a little stressed out because not only is Homecoming in 2 weeks, but tennis is still going on. And region is the day before the dance. I think it will be fine. I'm thinking I will get done in plenty of time for the game and last minute preparations.
Tennis has kind of become a crazy ride this year. I mean I love being a senior but some things are not quite what I wanted. O and just an FYI I broke 2 strings on my racket Thursday so that just added to the stress.
All in all I am so freaking excited for Homecoming!! I have such a great group, love my dress and we are going to have a BLAST! Awww October please come as fast as possible!!!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Homecoming!!!
Day 261
I got asked to Homecoming today!! It was great!!! The funniest, greatest, best thing ever!
I have a lot to do tonight so I will share details later!
Side notes...
Vampire Diaries was great tonight!
Dress shopping on Saturday!! Pretty much best week ever!!!
I got asked to Homecoming today!! It was great!!! The funniest, greatest, best thing ever!
I have a lot to do tonight so I will share details later!
Side notes...
Vampire Diaries was great tonight!
Dress shopping on Saturday!! Pretty much best week ever!!!
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Again...YES!
Day 259
Not much to say today. But...
I'm totally watching Vampire Dairies again! O yeah baby!!
Not much to say today. But...
I'm totally watching Vampire Dairies again! O yeah baby!!
Monday, September 13, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
A Little Bit of Everything
Day 257
Yesterday was way fun! Ute game was fantastic and later I had a fire at my house. It was a beautiful night for a fire. The temperature is so nice, fall is definitely an the way. I can't wait it's my absolute favorite time of the year. October brings fall and Halloween. November fall is slowly turning to winter, my birthday and Thanksgiving. Then of course December is great as well!
The more people talk about Homecoming, naturally the more I want to go! I have at least 2 people I would love to go with, but it's a very dim hope that I will actually end up going.
As for school I'm not really looking forward to it. I have to wake up earlier tomorrow for a meeting. I have homework I can technically put off, but I should do it now.
Everything that I'm looking forward to is always at the end of the week. Vampire Diaries on Thursdays. Football games and Fridays. Then of course the over all weekend. I really hope these next few days go by fast!!
Well I better go. The US Open final with Rafa is about to begin any minute!
Yesterday was way fun! Ute game was fantastic and later I had a fire at my house. It was a beautiful night for a fire. The temperature is so nice, fall is definitely an the way. I can't wait it's my absolute favorite time of the year. October brings fall and Halloween. November fall is slowly turning to winter, my birthday and Thanksgiving. Then of course December is great as well!
The more people talk about Homecoming, naturally the more I want to go! I have at least 2 people I would love to go with, but it's a very dim hope that I will actually end up going.
As for school I'm not really looking forward to it. I have to wake up earlier tomorrow for a meeting. I have homework I can technically put off, but I should do it now.
Everything that I'm looking forward to is always at the end of the week. Vampire Diaries on Thursdays. Football games and Fridays. Then of course the over all weekend. I really hope these next few days go by fast!!
Well I better go. The US Open final with Rafa is about to begin any minute!
Friday, September 10, 2010
I Love Football!
Day 256
I had a great time with the gang at the WJ game tonight! Jags came away with a successful win!
Tomorrow I get to go to the UTE game!! I'm way excited!!!!
I have had some really good times at football games. High school games have been a Blast! And I still have more to go to. Next year Utah games will be the Best!
No matter what tho I always think of this secne as one of my good football memories!! O I LOVE FOOTBALLL!!
By the way. Hear You and Me is a way good song!!
I had a great time with the gang at the WJ game tonight! Jags came away with a successful win!
Tomorrow I get to go to the UTE game!! I'm way excited!!!!
I have had some really good times at football games. High school games have been a Blast! And I still have more to go to. Next year Utah games will be the Best!
No matter what tho I always think of this secne as one of my good football memories!! O I LOVE FOOTBALLL!!
By the way. Hear You and Me is a way good song!!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Ready To Go Back...
Day 254
Enough said.
First of all thanks Jamie and Brei! You guys always make me feel better when I'm having a down time! I love ya soooo much!!
Second. Tomorrow is the day I have been waiting for all summer!
Enough said.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Disappointed
Day 253
I feel really disappointed in myself. I feel like I can't do anything. I lost a match today that I should have won. I feel like I can't take anything. I can't handle pressure. Or school. What am I going to do when I go to collage? I have no idea. I can't do anything especially good. I'm just normal.
I feel really disappointed in myself. I feel like I can't do anything. I lost a match today that I should have won. I feel like I can't take anything. I can't handle pressure. Or school. What am I going to do when I go to collage? I have no idea. I can't do anything especially good. I'm just normal.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Nada
Day 252
I don't have a lot to say tonight. I had a great day shopping with Lex!
But I am way stoked for this week. 3 matches! Vampire Diaries! O yeah!!
I don't have a lot to say tonight. I had a great day shopping with Lex!
But I am way stoked for this week. 3 matches! Vampire Diaries! O yeah!!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Creative
Day 251
First of all I would like to say Happy Birthday to my little brother! He is 15!! He is the biggest stud I know:) Picking up numbers everywhere we go!
So in my creative writing class we got an assignment to to pick a villian from a movie, book or T.V. show and write a story about them. I picked Damon Salvatore of course. He pretty much is a villian. So here's my stroy about Damon. Hope you all enjoy it:)
It was the perfect night to runaway. My mom came home to tell me that she was moving out to live with her new boyfriend. O please. It’s not like pays to bills for this place. I have been working since I was 14. Besides I have been planning to move out in 2 weeks anyway. I got a scholarship to a school down south. Too bad I won’t be here to see the look on her face when that guy dumps her and she comes back to find me gone. I haven’t told her I’m leaving by the way. I don’t want her to know where I’m going. As for my dad, he got remarried about 7 years ago. I haven’t heard from him since.
I was already packed, so I figured that I might as well leave now. I couldn’t think of any reason why I should stay. I decided to drive down to my aunt’s house. She lived down the coast in a small town. It’s about 3 hours away, not too far. So I loaded up my car and headed down the long Virginia highway. I was making good time when suddenly it started raining extremely hard. The man on the radio said that it would be like this all night. By the time I pulled into the town it was almost midnight. Mystic Falls is a very lovely, isolated, small town. It has a rich history dating back to when it was first founded in 1864. My aunt moved here about 5 years ago to be a teacher at Mystic Falls High school.
Because of the weather and the time I decided to pull over somewhere until morning before I went to my aunt’s. I wasn’t tired, so I didn’t see the point in wasting money on a hotel. The only place that still looked open as I drove around was the Mystic Bar and Grill. It was difficult to tell because of the storm. I was sure that everybody was either inside to hide from the storm or home in bed. I pulled in and ran inside. It was very warm and cozy inside the grill. The music was some kind of alternative rock band, softly playing over the speakers. It was the ideal setting for this kind of night.
I sat down at the bar and ordered a steaming cup of coffee. Looking around the grill I wasn’t to only one up this late. There was a group of middle aged men playing pool acting very drunk and a lot of couples paired off in the corners talking. Fortunately I wasn’t the only one alone either. Many people along the bar were drinking alone. You could pretty much look at people like this and already know their story. Some recovering from a bad week. Some trying to mend a broken heart. And some who just didn’t care what the world thought of them because they didn’t have anything to lose. Checking my phone it was now 1 am. I pulled out a book and started reading. Sipping my coffee.
This is moment my life changed forever. Suddenly the atmosphere of the room changed. It seemed darker, not by light but it felt like something bad was now in the grill. My body tensed up like it was getting ready for something big to happen, maybe something good. I couldn’t tell at this point. I started looking around to room to figure out what was causing this confusion. The people in the room didn’t change; they were all still enjoying their drinks and conversation. Then that’s when I saw him.
He was walking towards the bar, except I don’t know if you would call it walking. He was strutting, but gliding at the same time. Cocky. I think is a good word for it. He was wearing dark denim jeans and black boots. His black leather jacket was spotted with water from the rain. His face is what I found myself staring at the most. His lips were forming a mysterious grin that came up a little more on one side. His eyes were a brilliant bright blue and they stood out even more because of his dark hair that was tousled so it wasn’t exactly styled perfectly, but at the same time it wasn’t messy. He face was strong. A face you could never forget. You could tell he had experience, in what I really couldn’t say, but I knew without doubt he knew what he was doing.
At this point he still hadn’t looked my way and I also realized I wasn’t the only person at the bar looking at him. Many people, including men looked up to observe this new presence. I wasn’t the only one who could sense that now, because he most certainly brought an over powering presence. He sat down and with a clear, deep, confident voice to the bartender said, “Bur bin. Neat.” He slid out of his jacket to reveal a black v-neck shirt and a slender built body. The bartender came back a said, “I’m gonna need to see some I.D.” The beautiful man looked right into his eyes, stared at him for a moment and replied, “No you don’t. And leave the bottle.” The bartender stood there for a second and then smiled and said, “Yes of course. Enjoy your evening.”
I couldn’t blame the bartender for agreeing with him. The way he acted, looked and sounded would already make you do anything he said, but still how could anyone get away with drinking alcohol under aged at a bar? He sipped his drink grinning a little. I guess it didn’t really matter; he looked like he was 21. Probably a little older than that. He put the glass down and brought his hands to his face rubbing his eyes almost like he might have had a long night, maybe even exhausted. Suddenly he looked up and starting looking around him for the first time. He noticed the drunken men and the spread of couples and then turned his head to look down the bar.
Then my body really tensed up. I realized that since the moment he came in I hadn’t taken my eyes off him once. I hurried and looked away, trying to keep my head facing straight forward. I knew by now he must have looked past me, so I turned back towards him only to see those blazing blue eyes staring straight into mine. I wanted to look away from embarrassment, but something seemed to be physically holding me there. He wasn’t smiling; those lips were in a tight line. He looked serious and seemed to be looking into my soul. It felt like he was, because as I looked back I couldn’t understand what I saw in those deep eyes piercing me.
I finally was able to look away, trying to recover. I didn’t have a lot of time though, because I next thing I knew he is getting up; grabbing the bottle and his jacket making his way towards me. There was an empty stool to my left. I couldn’t do anything than just put my head down to stare at my coffee, but I could feel him behind me and then slowly settling himself on the stool just a few inches from mine. I could hear myself breathing loudly. “Calm Down.” I said in my mind. I put my hand over my mouth to try and cover the sound. “Soooo.” He slowly said, “You’re new in town.” I was frozen. My mouth wouldn’t move. The only thing I could do was think, “How can this complete stranger be impacting me like this? What am I doing?”
“It’s ok. I get that a lot.” He said with a smirk. “Ha, it never gets old. Come on now I’m not that intimidating am I?” By this point I found that I could actually move my mouth. And I realized that my assumption what right about him being “cocky”. “Um yeah, I’m sure you do get that a lot.” I slipped out, the moment I did I regretted it because he gave that same smile he had when he first came in. “Ooo so you do agree. Don’t worry you don’t have to say another word. I’m sure it was all over you face while you watched me for the past 10 minutes.” He bluntly stated. I was in shock for a second, but then I went back to that word. “Cocky.” Then the words keep popping into my head. Arrogant. Rude. Selfish. I was warming up to his personality now. I gave him a “Are you kidding me face.”
“Yup. I get that a lot too.” He said with a laugh. We sat there is silence for a minute. I watched his face the entire time. Trying to figure out what his motive was for coming over here or maybe even try to figure out what was going on in that head. He was gorgeous, but now that I saw him up close like this he was like any other guy who had a reputation for their good looks and charm. Then again that wasn’t true either. He wasn’t like any other guy. Defiantly not because I was still staring at him like he wasn’t real, and my heartbeat was still beating fast. He was so close to me.
I didn’t even know his name yet. “What’s your name?” I blurted out. He turned to me with a stern face. “Damon. Damon Salvatore.” I looked at him for a moment. “I’m Melanie Carter. My aunt lives here in town.” He just kept looking at his Bur Bin while I said this. He just sat there like he didn’t even hear me. Another word to add to this list. Jerk. “Ok then. I guess you just came over here to see if I thought you were just as amazing as you think you are.” I said with a cold tone. I guess that got his attention because he immediately found my eyes again and moved closer to me. My heart skipped a beat.
“Amazing huh?” We just kept looking at each other. “I knew you were different. You got some spunk in you. Maybe even a little fire.” He said staring at me. I didn’t get it. What was he trying to do? I asked him. “What are you doing?” For the first time he looked confused. “What do you mean, Melanie?” He said my name. “I mean why are you talking to me?” I said softly. He leaned in even closer to me. “Because you’re different, Melanie. You and I both are. A perfect match don’t you think?” He asked slowly. I didn’t know what to say. “Damon, I don’t know what you do with all the girls in this town, but I don’t even know you.” I said.
“Do? I’m not sure what you mean by that, but I do know that you like me. Even if I am a little…what’s the word? Confident.” He half-laughed and now there was something else I saw in his face. What was it? A new word came. Hate. I hated him. Something inside me was now screaming danger. He was still staring at me. His face just inches from mine. I pulled away quickly and stood up. Not looking at him I said, “I’m sorry Mr. Salvatore, but I need to leave now. Good bye.” It hurt to say that. I didn’t really want to ever say good bye to him, but he was dangerous, something wasn’t right.
I walked as fast as I could to the door, not looking back at him because I knew if I did I wouldn’t be able to leave. I could feel his eyes on me as I stepped outside. It had stopped raining now, but it was extremely chilly. I could see my breath as I headed for my car. As I reached for my keys suddenly his voice was in my ear. “Melanie. We need to talk.” It scared me so much that I let out a slight scream, but I also felt a wave a relief because it was his voice that I heard once again. I turned around waiting to see this stranger who I now felt like wasn’t anymore.
He was even closer to me than he was in the grill. His body was almost touching me. His eyes were glued to mine. I wasn’t going anywhere. I then realized how tall he was. He wasn’t very tall, but not short. He was about 4 inches taller than me. He gave me his mischievous smile again. Finally I whispered, “What do you want from me Damon?” His smile disappeared and his eyes looked more intense than they ever had been before. “You.” He whispered back. I stopped breathing for a moment and he chuckled. “Don’t be afraid of me, ok?” He pushed me against the car. “Say something.”
I think if I would have waited one more second I would have fainted, but I managed to answer him. “I’m terrified of you Damon Salvatore, but I have a feeling that I can’t live without you. How is that possible? I don’t know you. You don’t know me.” He looked away for a moment. Then as though he nervous he gradually leaned in and kissed my neck right below my ear. I felt my body shutter. As his lips touched my ear he whispered, “Melanie its ok. I have feelings for you too, but I don’t think you understand what I’m trying to tell you.” He brought his eyes back to my face. “We won’t be together. We can’t ever be. I’m not a good person and I don’t plan on changing that.”
Now I was really terrified. He admitted he was dangerous. I could see in his eyes that he must have been planning this all along. “I want you to leave me alone Damon. I don’t want to talk to you anymore. Please leave now.” I wanted him so badly, but I knew he was planning something. Something dreadful. He brought both his hands to my face. He held them there and then said, “I’m not going anywhere. You’re going to do what I say and do what I tell you to do. Let’s just do this the easy way Melanie. You’re a pretty girl I don’t want you to suffer too much.” He calmly whispered. I could feel my eyes watering up. Was he going to kidnap me? If I screamed no one would hear me at this time of night. If I ran I’m sure he would catch me.
He saw this panic in my face. “Shhh shhh. It’s going to be alright.” He put his arms around me, placed my head on his chest and started stroking my hair. “Why are you doing this?” I cried. He just continued to hold me. “Damon what are you going to do to me?” He let go me and looked up at the sky. It started raining again. “I’m going to kill you Melanie Carter.” He looked back down at me. The tears were really now starting to flow. “But I don’t understand.” I began, but he pressed his finger to my lips closing them. “Let’s get out of this rain. I’ll take you to my place.” He said. If there was any chance for me to get away, it was now. I pushed him, hit him and started screaming as loud as I could, but like I already assumed no one heard me.
The last thing I remember happening in the parking lot was Damon forcing me to look into his eyes. The next thing I knew I was sitting on a couch in a dimly lit room, next to a fire. I jumped up immediately and ran for the door, unfortunately Damon popped into to doorway stopping me. “How did I get here? Please let me go!” I screamed. He just looked at me smiling that evil grin. “I compelled you to come here. I told you that you would do what I told you to. Remember” He stated. “Compel?” I asked. “That’s right. That’s one of the benefits of being what I am. Makes things much easier and less messy.” He said.
I choked back sobs. My mind was racing. “And what are you Damon?” I whispered. He smirked and turned to me, “I’m a vampire.” I just stood there trying to read his face. “Vampire”, I shuttered. How is that possible? It can’t be true, maybe I’m dreaming, I thought. “You don’t believe me do you?” I put my head down gazing into the fire. He came up behind putting his mouth close to my ear again. “I’ll show you I’m telling to truth, if you want. If not I would rather just get started now. I don’t want to make you more scared Melanie. It’s easier this way. Trust me.” I turned to face him. “Atta girl”, he smiled. He placed his hands on my waist pulling me into him. “Wait.” I said.
“Can you please do one thing for me before you kill me?” I asked him looking into those blue heartless eyes. “Hmm what would you like me to do then?” I placed my hands on his chest still looking at his eyes. And then realized he didn’t have a heartbeat. “Kiss me.” If I was going to die I wanted to know what that sensation would feel like. I wanted something good to think about while I died. As ironically as hat sounded I thought that at least it would be Damon who took my life tonight. He put his hand under my chin leaning my head back slightly and then leaned in very carefully. I could smell his breath. If darkness and cold had a smell that was what it would smell like.
He slowly pressed his lips into mine. My body was on fire. He parted my mouth with his and now his hands were all over me. He suddenly picked me up in his arms and carried me back to the couch. He laid me down and pulled away. I couldn’t breathe. I felt so humiliated because I was gasping for air. “I’m so sorry Melanie,” He began, “I’m sure you would have had a very nice life, but you made a wrong choice by coming to Mystic Falls.” I wanted to say something, but I knew nothing would stop him now. He looked down onto my face and kissed my neck delicately. “This is just what I am, there is no other way.” He breathed. Then his face turned into a monster. His eyes were no longer his bright blue, but deep dark red. And I saw that he now had fangs. I screamed with whatever breath I had left while he bit hard into my neck. The last thing I remember was his lips colliding with mine, his sent that made me dizzy and that smile that lured me to my death.
The End
First of all I would like to say Happy Birthday to my little brother! He is 15!! He is the biggest stud I know:) Picking up numbers everywhere we go!
So in my creative writing class we got an assignment to to pick a villian from a movie, book or T.V. show and write a story about them. I picked Damon Salvatore of course. He pretty much is a villian. So here's my stroy about Damon. Hope you all enjoy it:)
It was the perfect night to runaway. My mom came home to tell me that she was moving out to live with her new boyfriend. O please. It’s not like pays to bills for this place. I have been working since I was 14. Besides I have been planning to move out in 2 weeks anyway. I got a scholarship to a school down south. Too bad I won’t be here to see the look on her face when that guy dumps her and she comes back to find me gone. I haven’t told her I’m leaving by the way. I don’t want her to know where I’m going. As for my dad, he got remarried about 7 years ago. I haven’t heard from him since.
I was already packed, so I figured that I might as well leave now. I couldn’t think of any reason why I should stay. I decided to drive down to my aunt’s house. She lived down the coast in a small town. It’s about 3 hours away, not too far. So I loaded up my car and headed down the long Virginia highway. I was making good time when suddenly it started raining extremely hard. The man on the radio said that it would be like this all night. By the time I pulled into the town it was almost midnight. Mystic Falls is a very lovely, isolated, small town. It has a rich history dating back to when it was first founded in 1864. My aunt moved here about 5 years ago to be a teacher at Mystic Falls High school.
Because of the weather and the time I decided to pull over somewhere until morning before I went to my aunt’s. I wasn’t tired, so I didn’t see the point in wasting money on a hotel. The only place that still looked open as I drove around was the Mystic Bar and Grill. It was difficult to tell because of the storm. I was sure that everybody was either inside to hide from the storm or home in bed. I pulled in and ran inside. It was very warm and cozy inside the grill. The music was some kind of alternative rock band, softly playing over the speakers. It was the ideal setting for this kind of night.
I sat down at the bar and ordered a steaming cup of coffee. Looking around the grill I wasn’t to only one up this late. There was a group of middle aged men playing pool acting very drunk and a lot of couples paired off in the corners talking. Fortunately I wasn’t the only one alone either. Many people along the bar were drinking alone. You could pretty much look at people like this and already know their story. Some recovering from a bad week. Some trying to mend a broken heart. And some who just didn’t care what the world thought of them because they didn’t have anything to lose. Checking my phone it was now 1 am. I pulled out a book and started reading. Sipping my coffee.
This is moment my life changed forever. Suddenly the atmosphere of the room changed. It seemed darker, not by light but it felt like something bad was now in the grill. My body tensed up like it was getting ready for something big to happen, maybe something good. I couldn’t tell at this point. I started looking around to room to figure out what was causing this confusion. The people in the room didn’t change; they were all still enjoying their drinks and conversation. Then that’s when I saw him.
He was walking towards the bar, except I don’t know if you would call it walking. He was strutting, but gliding at the same time. Cocky. I think is a good word for it. He was wearing dark denim jeans and black boots. His black leather jacket was spotted with water from the rain. His face is what I found myself staring at the most. His lips were forming a mysterious grin that came up a little more on one side. His eyes were a brilliant bright blue and they stood out even more because of his dark hair that was tousled so it wasn’t exactly styled perfectly, but at the same time it wasn’t messy. He face was strong. A face you could never forget. You could tell he had experience, in what I really couldn’t say, but I knew without doubt he knew what he was doing.
At this point he still hadn’t looked my way and I also realized I wasn’t the only person at the bar looking at him. Many people, including men looked up to observe this new presence. I wasn’t the only one who could sense that now, because he most certainly brought an over powering presence. He sat down and with a clear, deep, confident voice to the bartender said, “Bur bin. Neat.” He slid out of his jacket to reveal a black v-neck shirt and a slender built body. The bartender came back a said, “I’m gonna need to see some I.D.” The beautiful man looked right into his eyes, stared at him for a moment and replied, “No you don’t. And leave the bottle.” The bartender stood there for a second and then smiled and said, “Yes of course. Enjoy your evening.”
I couldn’t blame the bartender for agreeing with him. The way he acted, looked and sounded would already make you do anything he said, but still how could anyone get away with drinking alcohol under aged at a bar? He sipped his drink grinning a little. I guess it didn’t really matter; he looked like he was 21. Probably a little older than that. He put the glass down and brought his hands to his face rubbing his eyes almost like he might have had a long night, maybe even exhausted. Suddenly he looked up and starting looking around him for the first time. He noticed the drunken men and the spread of couples and then turned his head to look down the bar.
Then my body really tensed up. I realized that since the moment he came in I hadn’t taken my eyes off him once. I hurried and looked away, trying to keep my head facing straight forward. I knew by now he must have looked past me, so I turned back towards him only to see those blazing blue eyes staring straight into mine. I wanted to look away from embarrassment, but something seemed to be physically holding me there. He wasn’t smiling; those lips were in a tight line. He looked serious and seemed to be looking into my soul. It felt like he was, because as I looked back I couldn’t understand what I saw in those deep eyes piercing me.
I finally was able to look away, trying to recover. I didn’t have a lot of time though, because I next thing I knew he is getting up; grabbing the bottle and his jacket making his way towards me. There was an empty stool to my left. I couldn’t do anything than just put my head down to stare at my coffee, but I could feel him behind me and then slowly settling himself on the stool just a few inches from mine. I could hear myself breathing loudly. “Calm Down.” I said in my mind. I put my hand over my mouth to try and cover the sound. “Soooo.” He slowly said, “You’re new in town.” I was frozen. My mouth wouldn’t move. The only thing I could do was think, “How can this complete stranger be impacting me like this? What am I doing?”
“It’s ok. I get that a lot.” He said with a smirk. “Ha, it never gets old. Come on now I’m not that intimidating am I?” By this point I found that I could actually move my mouth. And I realized that my assumption what right about him being “cocky”. “Um yeah, I’m sure you do get that a lot.” I slipped out, the moment I did I regretted it because he gave that same smile he had when he first came in. “Ooo so you do agree. Don’t worry you don’t have to say another word. I’m sure it was all over you face while you watched me for the past 10 minutes.” He bluntly stated. I was in shock for a second, but then I went back to that word. “Cocky.” Then the words keep popping into my head. Arrogant. Rude. Selfish. I was warming up to his personality now. I gave him a “Are you kidding me face.”
“Yup. I get that a lot too.” He said with a laugh. We sat there is silence for a minute. I watched his face the entire time. Trying to figure out what his motive was for coming over here or maybe even try to figure out what was going on in that head. He was gorgeous, but now that I saw him up close like this he was like any other guy who had a reputation for their good looks and charm. Then again that wasn’t true either. He wasn’t like any other guy. Defiantly not because I was still staring at him like he wasn’t real, and my heartbeat was still beating fast. He was so close to me.
I didn’t even know his name yet. “What’s your name?” I blurted out. He turned to me with a stern face. “Damon. Damon Salvatore.” I looked at him for a moment. “I’m Melanie Carter. My aunt lives here in town.” He just kept looking at his Bur Bin while I said this. He just sat there like he didn’t even hear me. Another word to add to this list. Jerk. “Ok then. I guess you just came over here to see if I thought you were just as amazing as you think you are.” I said with a cold tone. I guess that got his attention because he immediately found my eyes again and moved closer to me. My heart skipped a beat.
“Amazing huh?” We just kept looking at each other. “I knew you were different. You got some spunk in you. Maybe even a little fire.” He said staring at me. I didn’t get it. What was he trying to do? I asked him. “What are you doing?” For the first time he looked confused. “What do you mean, Melanie?” He said my name. “I mean why are you talking to me?” I said softly. He leaned in even closer to me. “Because you’re different, Melanie. You and I both are. A perfect match don’t you think?” He asked slowly. I didn’t know what to say. “Damon, I don’t know what you do with all the girls in this town, but I don’t even know you.” I said.
“Do? I’m not sure what you mean by that, but I do know that you like me. Even if I am a little…what’s the word? Confident.” He half-laughed and now there was something else I saw in his face. What was it? A new word came. Hate. I hated him. Something inside me was now screaming danger. He was still staring at me. His face just inches from mine. I pulled away quickly and stood up. Not looking at him I said, “I’m sorry Mr. Salvatore, but I need to leave now. Good bye.” It hurt to say that. I didn’t really want to ever say good bye to him, but he was dangerous, something wasn’t right.
I walked as fast as I could to the door, not looking back at him because I knew if I did I wouldn’t be able to leave. I could feel his eyes on me as I stepped outside. It had stopped raining now, but it was extremely chilly. I could see my breath as I headed for my car. As I reached for my keys suddenly his voice was in my ear. “Melanie. We need to talk.” It scared me so much that I let out a slight scream, but I also felt a wave a relief because it was his voice that I heard once again. I turned around waiting to see this stranger who I now felt like wasn’t anymore.
He was even closer to me than he was in the grill. His body was almost touching me. His eyes were glued to mine. I wasn’t going anywhere. I then realized how tall he was. He wasn’t very tall, but not short. He was about 4 inches taller than me. He gave me his mischievous smile again. Finally I whispered, “What do you want from me Damon?” His smile disappeared and his eyes looked more intense than they ever had been before. “You.” He whispered back. I stopped breathing for a moment and he chuckled. “Don’t be afraid of me, ok?” He pushed me against the car. “Say something.”
I think if I would have waited one more second I would have fainted, but I managed to answer him. “I’m terrified of you Damon Salvatore, but I have a feeling that I can’t live without you. How is that possible? I don’t know you. You don’t know me.” He looked away for a moment. Then as though he nervous he gradually leaned in and kissed my neck right below my ear. I felt my body shutter. As his lips touched my ear he whispered, “Melanie its ok. I have feelings for you too, but I don’t think you understand what I’m trying to tell you.” He brought his eyes back to my face. “We won’t be together. We can’t ever be. I’m not a good person and I don’t plan on changing that.”
Now I was really terrified. He admitted he was dangerous. I could see in his eyes that he must have been planning this all along. “I want you to leave me alone Damon. I don’t want to talk to you anymore. Please leave now.” I wanted him so badly, but I knew he was planning something. Something dreadful. He brought both his hands to my face. He held them there and then said, “I’m not going anywhere. You’re going to do what I say and do what I tell you to do. Let’s just do this the easy way Melanie. You’re a pretty girl I don’t want you to suffer too much.” He calmly whispered. I could feel my eyes watering up. Was he going to kidnap me? If I screamed no one would hear me at this time of night. If I ran I’m sure he would catch me.
He saw this panic in my face. “Shhh shhh. It’s going to be alright.” He put his arms around me, placed my head on his chest and started stroking my hair. “Why are you doing this?” I cried. He just continued to hold me. “Damon what are you going to do to me?” He let go me and looked up at the sky. It started raining again. “I’m going to kill you Melanie Carter.” He looked back down at me. The tears were really now starting to flow. “But I don’t understand.” I began, but he pressed his finger to my lips closing them. “Let’s get out of this rain. I’ll take you to my place.” He said. If there was any chance for me to get away, it was now. I pushed him, hit him and started screaming as loud as I could, but like I already assumed no one heard me.
The last thing I remember happening in the parking lot was Damon forcing me to look into his eyes. The next thing I knew I was sitting on a couch in a dimly lit room, next to a fire. I jumped up immediately and ran for the door, unfortunately Damon popped into to doorway stopping me. “How did I get here? Please let me go!” I screamed. He just looked at me smiling that evil grin. “I compelled you to come here. I told you that you would do what I told you to. Remember” He stated. “Compel?” I asked. “That’s right. That’s one of the benefits of being what I am. Makes things much easier and less messy.” He said.
I choked back sobs. My mind was racing. “And what are you Damon?” I whispered. He smirked and turned to me, “I’m a vampire.” I just stood there trying to read his face. “Vampire”, I shuttered. How is that possible? It can’t be true, maybe I’m dreaming, I thought. “You don’t believe me do you?” I put my head down gazing into the fire. He came up behind putting his mouth close to my ear again. “I’ll show you I’m telling to truth, if you want. If not I would rather just get started now. I don’t want to make you more scared Melanie. It’s easier this way. Trust me.” I turned to face him. “Atta girl”, he smiled. He placed his hands on my waist pulling me into him. “Wait.” I said.
“Can you please do one thing for me before you kill me?” I asked him looking into those blue heartless eyes. “Hmm what would you like me to do then?” I placed my hands on his chest still looking at his eyes. And then realized he didn’t have a heartbeat. “Kiss me.” If I was going to die I wanted to know what that sensation would feel like. I wanted something good to think about while I died. As ironically as hat sounded I thought that at least it would be Damon who took my life tonight. He put his hand under my chin leaning my head back slightly and then leaned in very carefully. I could smell his breath. If darkness and cold had a smell that was what it would smell like.
He slowly pressed his lips into mine. My body was on fire. He parted my mouth with his and now his hands were all over me. He suddenly picked me up in his arms and carried me back to the couch. He laid me down and pulled away. I couldn’t breathe. I felt so humiliated because I was gasping for air. “I’m so sorry Melanie,” He began, “I’m sure you would have had a very nice life, but you made a wrong choice by coming to Mystic Falls.” I wanted to say something, but I knew nothing would stop him now. He looked down onto my face and kissed my neck delicately. “This is just what I am, there is no other way.” He breathed. Then his face turned into a monster. His eyes were no longer his bright blue, but deep dark red. And I saw that he now had fangs. I screamed with whatever breath I had left while he bit hard into my neck. The last thing I remember was his lips colliding with mine, his sent that made me dizzy and that smile that lured me to my death.
The End
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Catch Up
Day 250
Ok so I know I haven't blogged for a couple days. I have some good excuses. First of all I have still been getting over my cold. Second I went to the Ute game on Friday and didn't get home till midnight. Third last night went to West Jordan football game and just didn't feel like coming home and writing.
Good thing. My cold is getting better. My nose is still pretty runny, but I'm not as tired and sore anymore.
The Utah game was GREAT! I absolutely love Ute games. The feeling and excitement is one of the best feelings ever. I was really lucky that I got to go. Plus it was a really intense game!
WJ won last night, but I'm not gonna lie. Not one of my favorite games. I had the strange feeling of being alone in that crowd. Everyone taking pictures with other people. Everyone has there own plans for after the game. I just honestly wanted to do something about it, but it didn't happen.
So here's some really good news! Vampire Diaries begin this Thursday!! I'm freaking dying for it to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Just Not Enough
Day 246
So I lost my match today. It makes me so mad because I totally could have won! First set we won in a tie break. Second lost 3-6. Third lost 4-6. It was insane! But I'm way pissed off and sad about it! We had it. I guess in the end we didn't have enough to pull through. O well we will see them in Region.
Good things happening are...I really like school so far. Senior year has been fabulous! I need to make one small class change tomorrow and I should be good. And if all goes well I will have another class with Lex!
I'm just all around pretty happy:)
So I lost my match today. It makes me so mad because I totally could have won! First set we won in a tie break. Second lost 3-6. Third lost 4-6. It was insane! But I'm way pissed off and sad about it! We had it. I guess in the end we didn't have enough to pull through. O well we will see them in Region.
Good things happening are...I really like school so far. Senior year has been fabulous! I need to make one small class change tomorrow and I should be good. And if all goes well I will have another class with Lex!
I'm just all around pretty happy:)
Monday, August 30, 2010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Pretty Please!?
Day 244
Last night we all had a plan on going to the Hello Stomp at school, but that didn't happen. First of all I was forced to go and then when we got there everyone realized how lame it was. We ended up driving around from house to house just doing random stuff.
Lex came and got me later in the night. We had a lot to talk about! But seriously it's like the 3rd day of school and new "relationships" are blossoming! It's crazy!!!
It makes me stressed and emotional, as if I'm not already half the time. Mostly it just makes me think "Please! Can something good happen to me!?"
Last night we all had a plan on going to the Hello Stomp at school, but that didn't happen. First of all I was forced to go and then when we got there everyone realized how lame it was. We ended up driving around from house to house just doing random stuff.
Lex came and got me later in the night. We had a lot to talk about! But seriously it's like the 3rd day of school and new "relationships" are blossoming! It's crazy!!!
It makes me stressed and emotional, as if I'm not already half the time. Mostly it just makes me think "Please! Can something good happen to me!?"
Saturday, August 28, 2010
What Team!?
Day 243
Sadly the Jags lost last night. We almost came back! Next time boys!!
It was a very fun first home game tho!! This year is pretty much going to be GREAT!! I am already having tons of fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a lot to say, but I don't feel like typing it all down right now, so I will tomorrow.
Sadly the Jags lost last night. We almost came back! Next time boys!!
It was a very fun first home game tho!! This year is pretty much going to be GREAT!! I am already having tons of fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a lot to say, but I don't feel like typing it all down right now, so I will tomorrow.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
The Good. The Bad. And...
Day 241
The good:
My first day of school was great!
I love my classes!
I have lunch with Lex and Chel on A days
I can tell this year is going to be the best ever!!!
The bad:
I lost my match today.
I could have played much better!
I have a terrible headache from being in the heat.
And...
I'm really excited for tomorrow!!
More new classes.
Football game!
It's Friday!
The good:
My first day of school was great!
I love my classes!
I have lunch with Lex and Chel on A days
I can tell this year is going to be the best ever!!!
The bad:
I lost my match today.
I could have played much better!
I have a terrible headache from being in the heat.
And...
I'm really excited for tomorrow!!
More new classes.
Football game!
It's Friday!
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Last First Day
Day 240
I can't believe it. Senior year begins tomorrow. Back to high school for the last time. I am so excited, but at the same time I'm a little freaked out!!! Wow!! It's just so crazy!!
I got my nails and my hair done today!! I freaking love my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It looks soooooooooo good! Awww tomorrow, I'm praying, goes as well as I'm hoping!
So I started reading Mockingjay! It's great!!
Anyway, tomorrow is going to be fantastic!!! SENIOR YEAR HERE I COME!!!!
I can't believe it. Senior year begins tomorrow. Back to high school for the last time. I am so excited, but at the same time I'm a little freaked out!!! Wow!! It's just so crazy!!
I got my nails and my hair done today!! I freaking love my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It looks soooooooooo good! Awww tomorrow, I'm praying, goes as well as I'm hoping!
So I started reading Mockingjay! It's great!!
Anyway, tomorrow is going to be fantastic!!! SENIOR YEAR HERE I COME!!!!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Super Reader!
Day 239
So basically I need to read the rest of 1984 before tomorrow...since school starts on Thursday. Which is completely insane!! I'm ready. I'm ready to face new challenges and new experiences.
I'm ready for even more memories to be made. I'm ready for even more fun with my friends.
Tonight unfortunately I need to READ READ READ!!!! I'm dying to start mocking jay too!!
O and just to throw this in, I'm getting my nails done and hair done!!! I'm soooo freaking happy!!!!!!!!!
But sadly tomorrow sadly is...The last day of Summer:(
So basically I need to read the rest of 1984 before tomorrow...since school starts on Thursday. Which is completely insane!! I'm ready. I'm ready to face new challenges and new experiences.
I'm ready for even more memories to be made. I'm ready for even more fun with my friends.
Tonight unfortunately I need to READ READ READ!!!! I'm dying to start mocking jay too!!
O and just to throw this in, I'm getting my nails done and hair done!!! I'm soooo freaking happy!!!!!!!!!
But sadly tomorrow sadly is...The last day of Summer:(
Monday, August 23, 2010
Scandalous Surprise
Day 238
Tonight me and my besties are throwing a surprise party for our lovely friend Camie! We were feeling very scandalous so for we bought her 17 thongs! But don't worry we are planing on buying her Mocking Jay!! I can't wait to read it!!! AWWWWWW
Tonight me and my besties are throwing a surprise party for our lovely friend Camie! We were feeling very scandalous so for we bought her 17 thongs! But don't worry we are planing on buying her Mocking Jay!! I can't wait to read it!!! AWWWWWW
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Year Of The Kat
Day 237
I saw this video late last night and I almost peed my pants cause I was so excited!!! This season is going to be insane!! Katherine is a crazy!!!!
I can't wait any longer!! I guess the good thing is that I will be busy all of this week. Then once school starts it will be a little bit busier! Oooo it's going to be soooooooooooo good!!
I saw this video late last night and I almost peed my pants cause I was so excited!!! This season is going to be insane!! Katherine is a crazy!!!!
I can't wait any longer!! I guess the good thing is that I will be busy all of this week. Then once school starts it will be a little bit busier! Oooo it's going to be soooooooooooo good!!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Pretending
Day 236
I have really tried to let things go that aren't really that important, but it's hard. All I do is pretend like everything is ok with what happened, but really it's not. There's no trust or loyalty. Whenever I'm pretending all I can think about is, what really is going on? Texting, talking, hanging out. No matter what is, it makes me sick.
I don't want fake. I don't want lies. I don't this relationship.
I've tried. But I'm not pretending anymore.
I have really tried to let things go that aren't really that important, but it's hard. All I do is pretend like everything is ok with what happened, but really it's not. There's no trust or loyalty. Whenever I'm pretending all I can think about is, what really is going on? Texting, talking, hanging out. No matter what is, it makes me sick.
I don't want fake. I don't want lies. I don't this relationship.
I've tried. But I'm not pretending anymore.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Here It Goes Again
Day 235
Football tonight was bomb diggidy!!! Jags won!! I love football games soooooo freaking much!!! It was nice to go back! And it's even better this year since I'm a senior y'all!!!!!
So this next week is going to be pretty sweet!!
Tuesday: Mocking Jay
Wednesday: Getting my hair done!!!
Thursday: Senior Begins!
Friday: First home game!!!
I can't believe I'm saying this but I really can't wait for this weekend to be over!!!
Football tonight was bomb diggidy!!! Jags won!! I love football games soooooo freaking much!!! It was nice to go back! And it's even better this year since I'm a senior y'all!!!!!
So this next week is going to be pretty sweet!!
Tuesday: Mocking Jay
Wednesday: Getting my hair done!!!
Thursday: Senior Begins!
Friday: First home game!!!
I can't believe I'm saying this but I really can't wait for this weekend to be over!!!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
School Please!!!
Day 234
I really just want school to start NOW!!! I am pretty excited for tomorrow. First football game of the season!!!
I don't have much to say so... Here is a quote from the show Huge. It's dang funny!
"Have you ever tried to make GI Joe dance in the sky? It's super depressing."
I really just want school to start NOW!!! I am pretty excited for tomorrow. First football game of the season!!!
I don't have much to say so... Here is a quote from the show Huge. It's dang funny!
"Have you ever tried to make GI Joe dance in the sky? It's super depressing."
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
CRAZY NIGHT!!!
Day 233
Last night was by far one of the funnest nights of my life. My friends are the best! We had a wonderful camp out!! Ate hot dogs, laughed, played Truth, laughed and we even went...STREAKING!!! It was the greatest thing ever! We are crazy girls, that's for sure. I will never forget that night! We all fell asleep by the fire and then got up bright and early for the sunrise!! It was such a fantastic time!
I saw this video and I just had to post it! September is coming closer and closer!!!!
Last night was by far one of the funnest nights of my life. My friends are the best! We had a wonderful camp out!! Ate hot dogs, laughed, played Truth, laughed and we even went...STREAKING!!! It was the greatest thing ever! We are crazy girls, that's for sure. I will never forget that night! We all fell asleep by the fire and then got up bright and early for the sunrise!! It was such a fantastic time!
I saw this video and I just had to post it! September is coming closer and closer!!!!
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Camp Out!!
Day 232
Tonight all us girls are having a camp out in my backyard before the Senoir Sunrise tomorrow morning!! It's gonna be an awesome night!
Tonight all us girls are having a camp out in my backyard before the Senoir Sunrise tomorrow morning!! It's gonna be an awesome night!
Monday, August 16, 2010
Letters
Day 231
Tonight me and Lexi wrote letters to our husbands. We are going to put them in our marriage boxes. It was great!! We are so silly sometimes, but I really can't wait to when our husbands will get to read those letters!!
Tomorrow we play Herriman @ Herriman. Nobody really knows how good they are since they are brand new so it should be very interesting...
Tonight me and Lexi wrote letters to our husbands. We are going to put them in our marriage boxes. It was great!! We are so silly sometimes, but I really can't wait to when our husbands will get to read those letters!!
Tomorrow we play Herriman @ Herriman. Nobody really knows how good they are since they are brand new so it should be very interesting...
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Damon!!!!!
As you all know I'm dying for the second season of The Vampire Diaries to start on September 9th!! This is a little preview of Damon!!! O do I miss him so!!!!
Saturday, August 14, 2010
That's A Negative
Day 229
I don't really have anything new to report about today. I had a nice night with friends and now I'm pretty tired.
I will say that this next week is going to be pretty fun! Can't wait:)
I don't really have anything new to report about today. I had a nice night with friends and now I'm pretty tired.
I will say that this next week is going to be pretty fun! Can't wait:)
Friday, August 13, 2010
"I Can Hear The Bells"
Day 228
I feel like Tracy from Hairspray! I can hear those wedding bells now! O how crazy I'm I? I'm 17! Who the heck knows when I'm getting married!
Tonight was such a fun night! Me and my girlfriends made wedding boxes! If your wondering what a wedding box is, I'll give you a brief explanation. You write down, cut out pictures of dresses, pick colors, choose songs, that you want to do for your future wedding! It's way fun and of course gets you way excited for your wedding day. I quite enjoyed myself tonight!
As we were talking about our weddings we of course talked about husbands! I couldn't help wondering, like I often do, where is he now? What is he doing at this very second? Not only does my heart flutter at just the thought of him, but it makes me want to be older so much more!!! But there is a time for when it's supposed to happen. I will gladly wait for him to come along for when it's the right time. Not too long I hope...
Someday I might be reading this entry to him. Expect of wishing he was here with me,I will look up and there he will be. Finally mine. Forever.
I feel like Tracy from Hairspray! I can hear those wedding bells now! O how crazy I'm I? I'm 17! Who the heck knows when I'm getting married!
Tonight was such a fun night! Me and my girlfriends made wedding boxes! If your wondering what a wedding box is, I'll give you a brief explanation. You write down, cut out pictures of dresses, pick colors, choose songs, that you want to do for your future wedding! It's way fun and of course gets you way excited for your wedding day. I quite enjoyed myself tonight!
As we were talking about our weddings we of course talked about husbands! I couldn't help wondering, like I often do, where is he now? What is he doing at this very second? Not only does my heart flutter at just the thought of him, but it makes me want to be older so much more!!! But there is a time for when it's supposed to happen. I will gladly wait for him to come along for when it's the right time. Not too long I hope...
Someday I might be reading this entry to him. Expect of wishing he was here with me,I will look up and there he will be. Finally mine. Forever.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
The Season Begins!
Day 227
Lady Jags Tennis 2010 has officially began!! We played T-ville today and I have to say us JAGS came home with a V-I-C-T-O-R-Y!! Way to go girls!
I played #3 Singles. I'm sure it will change but it's ok cause I won my match! I'm very happy about it. My family and friends were all there today which made it all the better!! Then I ended that day off laughing with my buds!! Gotta love it:)
Lady Jags Tennis 2010 has officially began!! We played T-ville today and I have to say us JAGS came home with a V-I-C-T-O-R-Y!! Way to go girls!
I played #3 Singles. I'm sure it will change but it's ok cause I won my match! I'm very happy about it. My family and friends were all there today which made it all the better!! Then I ended that day off laughing with my buds!! Gotta love it:)
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Very Much Expected
Day 226
Today I found out things that I really didn't want to know. Like I said earlier. "What you don't know, can't hurt you." But what happens when you know? It hurts even if you had ideas what goes on behind your back. It hurts just as much to realize that your always second. From friends to boys.
Anyway tomorrow is our first tennis match! It's going to be great!
Today I found out things that I really didn't want to know. Like I said earlier. "What you don't know, can't hurt you." But what happens when you know? It hurts even if you had ideas what goes on behind your back. It hurts just as much to realize that your always second. From friends to boys.
Anyway tomorrow is our first tennis match! It's going to be great!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Calm Yourself
Day 225
One of the things that I say a lot is "Calm Yourself"
I really needed to take my own advice on that today!
Not a good day to make me mad...
Tomorrow is a new day! I can't wait to get over with today. I really hope things cool off by tomorrow.
One of the things that I say a lot is "Calm Yourself"
I really needed to take my own advice on that today!
Not a good day to make me mad...
Tomorrow is a new day! I can't wait to get over with today. I really hope things cool off by tomorrow.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Shopped Til I Dropped
Day 224
I went to registration this morning and stood in line for 2 hours!! But the good thing is mt schedule is WONDERFUL!! Afterwards...
I have been shopping for 10 hours and I have pretty much been everywhere in the whole freaking valley!!! But I got a lot of cute stuff. Now I'm sore and tired so, good night!!
I went to registration this morning and stood in line for 2 hours!! But the good thing is mt schedule is WONDERFUL!! Afterwards...
I have been shopping for 10 hours and I have pretty much been everywhere in the whole freaking valley!!! But I got a lot of cute stuff. Now I'm sore and tired so, good night!!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Stoked For Shopping
Day 223
I am singing songs of happiness!!! I absolutely love back to school shopping!!!!! I am so excited to go that I don't think I can even sleep tonight!!! Tomorrow is going to be a good day. As always there are a few items that I am particularly looking for, but mostly my game plan goes like this...Get anything that looks cute and looks great on me!!!!!!!!!!
Awwww I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited!!!!
I am singing songs of happiness!!! I absolutely love back to school shopping!!!!! I am so excited to go that I don't think I can even sleep tonight!!! Tomorrow is going to be a good day. As always there are a few items that I am particularly looking for, but mostly my game plan goes like this...Get anything that looks cute and looks great on me!!!!!!!!!!
Awwww I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited!!!!
Saturday, August 7, 2010
2 Be Or Not 2 Be?
Day 222
I just think it's kind of cool that today is my 222 day of blogging. I only have 143 more days until I have officially blogged everyday for a whole year!! Crazy!
Today has pretty much been the most boring day ever. And that's just sad. First of all because it's a Saturday and second, I actually haven't been home at all. I went with my mom a lot of places and we went and visited my grandma. So I actually did stuff, but here I am now, sitting on my laptop on a perfectly good Saturday night. Which is extremely weird. I don't think I have been home at 10 for a really long time. And if I have I was with friends. Not tonight though.
I guess I have no excuse but to read some of 1984. I really want to watch a movie on Netflix. As soon as JB gets off the xbox I'm taking over!! I have put good use to the Netfix. It's been really nice to wake up at 11 watch a movie and then finally get ready. So far I have watched, The Proposal, Forever Strong, Tuck Everlasting and Forrest Gump. I have enjoyed them all very much. I had never seen Forever Strong or Tuck Everlasting and they both have become movies I want to watch again.
Well I guess I will try and put this night to use. Night Y'all!
I just think it's kind of cool that today is my 222 day of blogging. I only have 143 more days until I have officially blogged everyday for a whole year!! Crazy!
Today has pretty much been the most boring day ever. And that's just sad. First of all because it's a Saturday and second, I actually haven't been home at all. I went with my mom a lot of places and we went and visited my grandma. So I actually did stuff, but here I am now, sitting on my laptop on a perfectly good Saturday night. Which is extremely weird. I don't think I have been home at 10 for a really long time. And if I have I was with friends. Not tonight though.
I guess I have no excuse but to read some of 1984. I really want to watch a movie on Netflix. As soon as JB gets off the xbox I'm taking over!! I have put good use to the Netfix. It's been really nice to wake up at 11 watch a movie and then finally get ready. So far I have watched, The Proposal, Forever Strong, Tuck Everlasting and Forrest Gump. I have enjoyed them all very much. I had never seen Forever Strong or Tuck Everlasting and they both have become movies I want to watch again.
Well I guess I will try and put this night to use. Night Y'all!
Friday, August 6, 2010
I Really Wish...
Day 221
I really wish these next few weeks would just hurry up! I want to freaking start school.
I really wish I didn't have to read 1984. There is so many books I would rather read right now.
I really wish I was back in Paris right now.
I really wish I was on a cruise ship right now, somewhere out in the ocean.
I really wish I could look into the future and see where I will be at this exact moment 5 years from now.
I really wish I wasn't so paranoid.
I really wish something exciting would happen tonight.
I really wish that the new Vampire Diaries season didn't start till September.
I really wish I wasn't so bored right now.
I really wish I had some yummy food.
I really wish these next few weeks would just hurry up! I want to freaking start school.
I really wish I didn't have to read 1984. There is so many books I would rather read right now.
I really wish I was back in Paris right now.
I really wish I was on a cruise ship right now, somewhere out in the ocean.
I really wish I could look into the future and see where I will be at this exact moment 5 years from now.
I really wish I wasn't so paranoid.
I really wish something exciting would happen tonight.
I really wish that the new Vampire Diaries season didn't start till September.
I really wish I wasn't so bored right now.
I really wish I had some yummy food.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Already?
Day 220
Wow we have only been having afternoon practices for a week and I already am getting my awesome tennis tan. My legs and arms are getting their beautiful golden brown color again!! I wish I could keep it like that all year long.
I'm way bored tonight. All alone, just chilling in my room. The crickets outside sound awesome. Plus I'm listening to the Spill Canvas, so the crickets and the music work nicely together.
I can't even begin to explain how excited I am for Monday! SCHOOL SHOPPING!! It's probably one of my favorite days of the year.
Well I guess I better start reading my required AP reading. 1984. It's pretty interesting, but I hate when you are forced to read something. It just makes you not want to read it.
Nightie night.
Wow we have only been having afternoon practices for a week and I already am getting my awesome tennis tan. My legs and arms are getting their beautiful golden brown color again!! I wish I could keep it like that all year long.
I'm way bored tonight. All alone, just chilling in my room. The crickets outside sound awesome. Plus I'm listening to the Spill Canvas, so the crickets and the music work nicely together.
I can't even begin to explain how excited I am for Monday! SCHOOL SHOPPING!! It's probably one of my favorite days of the year.
Well I guess I better start reading my required AP reading. 1984. It's pretty interesting, but I hate when you are forced to read something. It just makes you not want to read it.
Nightie night.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
It Happens
Day 219
They say that the lord what ever give more than we can handle. I keep wondering when my point is reached when I don't have to suck it up and take it. Yes. I'm talking about the guy again. It's still the same one. I know it's sad. I'm pretty pathetic.
Today we ran and lifted inside because of the rain. So of course the football team was there. And to make this as less painful to write down, I'm pretty much invisible to him. Walked right past him and....nothing. I can't even begin to explain what goes thought my mind at moments like this. First of all, talk about an awkward moment. Second the ducking and staring at the floor. Third Knowing he saw me, all sweaty and no make up, but if I looked normal still doesn't even want to look me in the eye. Fourth realizing he still knows I look at him and he's amused by it.
Not a good day, especially since we finally had the burn party last night.
It shouldn't be this way. He shouldn't be pushing his way into my life. He shouldn't pretend I don't exist. He shouldn't text my friend, but then again she shouldn't text him either. He shouldn't want to make me want it back. But I guess it just happens...to me.
They say that the lord what ever give more than we can handle. I keep wondering when my point is reached when I don't have to suck it up and take it. Yes. I'm talking about the guy again. It's still the same one. I know it's sad. I'm pretty pathetic.
Today we ran and lifted inside because of the rain. So of course the football team was there. And to make this as less painful to write down, I'm pretty much invisible to him. Walked right past him and....nothing. I can't even begin to explain what goes thought my mind at moments like this. First of all, talk about an awkward moment. Second the ducking and staring at the floor. Third Knowing he saw me, all sweaty and no make up, but if I looked normal still doesn't even want to look me in the eye. Fourth realizing he still knows I look at him and he's amused by it.
Not a good day, especially since we finally had the burn party last night.
It shouldn't be this way. He shouldn't be pushing his way into my life. He shouldn't pretend I don't exist. He shouldn't text my friend, but then again she shouldn't text him either. He shouldn't want to make me want it back. But I guess it just happens...to me.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Next Time
Day 218
I have so much to say, but not enough time tonight. So next time I will tell all.
Good night!
I have so much to say, but not enough time tonight. So next time I will tell all.
Good night!
Monday, August 2, 2010
Sunday, August 1, 2010
What You Don't Know...
Day 216
Well last night was interesting. Went to a big movie night with my girls!! We had a good time and we took some pretty hilarious pictures!!! haha o I love my friends!
Anyway I would like everyone to know to truth behind the statement "What you don't know, Can't hurt you." Believe me I have been living this for a whole year. But then agian would you rather know what goes on behind your back? I've kind of learned that this week.
This made me think of a scene in one of my favorite movies of all time, How To Make An American Quilt. I going to quote it because, yes, I'm a dork like that...
Anna: "I never liked full moons. They give people an excuse to do foolish things."
Finn: "I'm young. I'm supposed to do foolish things."
Anna: "And spend the rest of your life paying for them?"
Finn: "I rather that than wondering what I missed."
Anna: "I'd rather wonder than kick myself."
Finn: "I'd rather kick myself."
Anna: "Then you will die with a sore backside."
Well last night was interesting. Went to a big movie night with my girls!! We had a good time and we took some pretty hilarious pictures!!! haha o I love my friends!
Anyway I would like everyone to know to truth behind the statement "What you don't know, Can't hurt you." Believe me I have been living this for a whole year. But then agian would you rather know what goes on behind your back? I've kind of learned that this week.
This made me think of a scene in one of my favorite movies of all time, How To Make An American Quilt. I going to quote it because, yes, I'm a dork like that...
Anna: "I never liked full moons. They give people an excuse to do foolish things."
Finn: "I'm young. I'm supposed to do foolish things."
Anna: "And spend the rest of your life paying for them?"
Finn: "I rather that than wondering what I missed."
Anna: "I'd rather wonder than kick myself."
Finn: "I'd rather kick myself."
Anna: "Then you will die with a sore backside."
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Happy B-Day Harry Potter!!!
Day 215
Harry Potter!!!! It's his birthday today!!! And I don't mean Daniel Radcliff, who plays Harry Potter, I mean the actual Harry Potter!! No matter how old I get I still love reading those books and watching the movies. I seriously can't even wait for the 7th movie to come out!!! I'm thinking that I'm going to need to put up a countdown for that soon...
I've just realize that maybe when school and tennis start I won't have to keep thinking about unimportant things, but then the more I think about it those things that I keep thinking about are going to be all around me when I get back to school. I don't want my last year of high school to go by fast, but there is definitely going to be certain things I'm not going to miss.
I know things happen for a reason and this isn't going to last forever, but it's getting to be kind of ridiculous.
Harry Potter!!!! It's his birthday today!!! And I don't mean Daniel Radcliff, who plays Harry Potter, I mean the actual Harry Potter!! No matter how old I get I still love reading those books and watching the movies. I seriously can't even wait for the 7th movie to come out!!! I'm thinking that I'm going to need to put up a countdown for that soon...
I've just realize that maybe when school and tennis start I won't have to keep thinking about unimportant things, but then the more I think about it those things that I keep thinking about are going to be all around me when I get back to school. I don't want my last year of high school to go by fast, but there is definitely going to be certain things I'm not going to miss.I know things happen for a reason and this isn't going to last forever, but it's getting to be kind of ridiculous.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Here It Comes
Day 214
July is coming to an end. August is every one's last chance to have all their summer fun before school. As for me the coming month also includes the start of tennis season. It's hard to believe that try outs are on Monday.
I feel like I have so much to say, but when I think about what I would write down...nothing seams to come out. There so much to be done, places to go, things to do, but I honestly can't really say that those are.
July is coming to an end. August is every one's last chance to have all their summer fun before school. As for me the coming month also includes the start of tennis season. It's hard to believe that try outs are on Monday.
I feel like I have so much to say, but when I think about what I would write down...nothing seams to come out. There so much to be done, places to go, things to do, but I honestly can't really say that those are.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Twitch
Day 213
I got a new fish!!! His name is Twitch! I know you might think it's an odd name but he honestly twitches while he swims around. It's so funny!! Hopefully he will live longer than Ricardo...
I need something good to happen. It's been long over due since I actually felt something was actually going right. But someone like me who has the worse luck, doesn't happen that much. Sadness.
I got a new fish!!! His name is Twitch! I know you might think it's an odd name but he honestly twitches while he swims around. It's so funny!! Hopefully he will live longer than Ricardo...
I need something good to happen. It's been long over due since I actually felt something was actually going right. But someone like me who has the worse luck, doesn't happen that much. Sadness.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Frustrated+Crushed=Confused Me
Day 212
Frustrated:
-Wish I could say what I feel
-Time is running out
-I have no idea whats going on
-No one seems to notice
Crushed:
-Realizing it won't change
-Feeling sad
-Always wondering, why?
All of this just leaves me confused!!!
Frustrated:
-Wish I could say what I feel
-Time is running out
-I have no idea whats going on
-No one seems to notice
Crushed:
-Realizing it won't change
-Feeling sad
-Always wondering, why?
All of this just leaves me confused!!!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Summer Showers...
Day 211
I swear every time we plan something fun to do outside it rains!! Don't get me wrong I absolutely love the rain, but really it's being very inconvenient!!!
Last night we had the change plans for those who didn't want to deal with rain. Ice cream at Leatherby's and a camp fire was of course a nice alternative!!!
I am very happy that the fire pit is being put to good use this summer!
I swear every time we plan something fun to do outside it rains!! Don't get me wrong I absolutely love the rain, but really it's being very inconvenient!!!
Last night we had the change plans for those who didn't want to deal with rain. Ice cream at Leatherby's and a camp fire was of course a nice alternative!!!
I am very happy that the fire pit is being put to good use this summer!
Monday, July 26, 2010
They're Back
Day 210
The Football team is back at school practing now. So this morning at tennis we weren't alone anymore.
There are the good things about this and the bad...
Good:
-Football season is almost here
-We have something to entertain us during tennis
-You realize that school is around the corner
Bad:
-They are jocks
-"He" is there
-They suck at football
The Football team is back at school practing now. So this morning at tennis we weren't alone anymore.
There are the good things about this and the bad...
Good:
-Football season is almost here
-We have something to entertain us during tennis
-You realize that school is around the corner
Bad:
-They are jocks
-"He" is there
-They suck at football
Sunday, July 25, 2010
What's Left?
Day 209
Last night was such a nice relaxing evening. Sitting around the fire with my buds was great! If everything goes as planned hopefully we will go to the drive in movie tomorrow night.
So this is the last week of July! Already!! It's crazy! School pretty much starts in a month. I still have so much to do!! I'm hoping that I get to do them all. Tennis starts a week from tomorrow! So that's just going to add to the school rush this coming month!! AHHHHH!!!!
Last night was such a nice relaxing evening. Sitting around the fire with my buds was great! If everything goes as planned hopefully we will go to the drive in movie tomorrow night.
So this is the last week of July! Already!! It's crazy! School pretty much starts in a month. I still have so much to do!! I'm hoping that I get to do them all. Tennis starts a week from tomorrow! So that's just going to add to the school rush this coming month!! AHHHHH!!!!
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Party Like a...Pioneer!
Day 208
I guess if my family had a little more spirit in being from Utah we might actually celebrate Utah's birthday, but we don't so...
This morning I went and played tennis with one of my really nice guys friends. He is so funny. He always makes me laugh when ever I'm with him. I had a really fun time with him and I think he had a good time too.
Tonight Thomas,who is spending 2 weeks here, is having a little hang out for all of us. I guess he is over his jet lag already!! But He doesn't have a lot of time here before he has to go back to Germany.
I don't know why but I feel extemely tired today. I guess I need to rest up before I party down tonight!
I guess if my family had a little more spirit in being from Utah we might actually celebrate Utah's birthday, but we don't so...
This morning I went and played tennis with one of my really nice guys friends. He is so funny. He always makes me laugh when ever I'm with him. I had a really fun time with him and I think he had a good time too.
Tonight Thomas,who is spending 2 weeks here, is having a little hang out for all of us. I guess he is over his jet lag already!! But He doesn't have a lot of time here before he has to go back to Germany.
I don't know why but I feel extemely tired today. I guess I need to rest up before I party down tonight!
Friday, July 23, 2010
Sleepy Head!
Day 207
Wow This has really been a fun week!!! I have been an extra crazy and wild that's for sure! Between the concert and chalking friends it's been so much craziness and mischief.
Unfortunately that means that I have been very sleep deprived. Last night I swore that I was going to get up and go to tennis and yeah that didn't happen. I slept through my alarm. That's so sad especially since it was only 7!! O man what the heck I'm I going to do when practices are at 7!? I guess my only defence is that it's my summer vacation so I should be able to sleep when I want. The down side...Summer is almost over. Well that is for the sleeping in part. I still have a lot of plans for this summer!!!!!!!!!
Wow This has really been a fun week!!! I have been an extra crazy and wild that's for sure! Between the concert and chalking friends it's been so much craziness and mischief.
Unfortunately that means that I have been very sleep deprived. Last night I swore that I was going to get up and go to tennis and yeah that didn't happen. I slept through my alarm. That's so sad especially since it was only 7!! O man what the heck I'm I going to do when practices are at 7!? I guess my only defence is that it's my summer vacation so I should be able to sleep when I want. The down side...Summer is almost over. Well that is for the sleeping in part. I still have a lot of plans for this summer!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Welcome
Day 206
Wow! I am still wiped out from the concert. Not only did we get back to the hotel at 2am, but I think the excitement and adrenaline rush just drained me!! Well I guess Adam will do that to ya!!
Anyway Lex and me watched The Princess Diaries last night. I forgot how freaking hilarious that movie is!! I was laughing so hard!!
Tonight our German friend Thomas comes back for a visit!! We all are going to the airport the meet him!! O silly Thomas!!
Wow! I am still wiped out from the concert. Not only did we get back to the hotel at 2am, but I think the excitement and adrenaline rush just drained me!! Well I guess Adam will do that to ya!!
Anyway Lex and me watched The Princess Diaries last night. I forgot how freaking hilarious that movie is!! I was laughing so hard!!
Tonight our German friend Thomas comes back for a visit!! We all are going to the airport the meet him!! O silly Thomas!!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Glam Nation!!!!!!
Day 205
Here it goes! I have so much to blog about!!
First of all. I have some bad news. Guess who texted me on Sunday!!!? That's right he is back! Well for at least that time we talked. I fall for it every time. He acts way nice and he acts like he wants to be something and misses me. But of course it's not like that at all. He just wants to make sure I still think about him and that I still have feelings for him. Well it's not gonna happen. I swear how many times do I have to say "It's finally done" I swear this guys is insane.
So here is the good stuff!! Screw that mental jock!! ADAM'S CONCERT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And a side note for all those you hate him and judge him. Everything he said and did was clean! His dancing was sexy! His voice was incredible! And he looked SUPER HOTT!!!! Plus he said so many cute things. He was talking about a relationship before he sang a really good song. So before he sang Aftermath he said sometimes your so heartbroken you don't know when it's going to get better, but I promise you it will. You will get through it and your not alone.
I swear I felt like he was talking right to me! Awww Adam!!!
After the amazing concert we went and stood by the buses waiting for Adam to come out. Unfortunately he didn't come out, but his sexy guitar player did. My aunt and me were standing off to the side and he came right over to us first!!!! I was so scared to ask him for a picture, but I did and he was so sweet. He was like of course and out his arm around me and hugged me all cute! Then he patted my back all soft!! It was so awesome!!
So the 690 drive the Bosie was definitely worth it! I would do it for Adam any day!! Love ya ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here it goes! I have so much to blog about!!
First of all. I have some bad news. Guess who texted me on Sunday!!!? That's right he is back! Well for at least that time we talked. I fall for it every time. He acts way nice and he acts like he wants to be something and misses me. But of course it's not like that at all. He just wants to make sure I still think about him and that I still have feelings for him. Well it's not gonna happen. I swear how many times do I have to say "It's finally done" I swear this guys is insane.
So here is the good stuff!! Screw that mental jock!! ADAM'S CONCERT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And a side note for all those you hate him and judge him. Everything he said and did was clean! His dancing was sexy! His voice was incredible! And he looked SUPER HOTT!!!! Plus he said so many cute things. He was talking about a relationship before he sang a really good song. So before he sang Aftermath he said sometimes your so heartbroken you don't know when it's going to get better, but I promise you it will. You will get through it and your not alone.
I swear I felt like he was talking right to me! Awww Adam!!!
After the amazing concert we went and stood by the buses waiting for Adam to come out. Unfortunately he didn't come out, but his sexy guitar player did. My aunt and me were standing off to the side and he came right over to us first!!!! I was so scared to ask him for a picture, but I did and he was so sweet. He was like of course and out his arm around me and hugged me all cute! Then he patted my back all soft!! It was so awesome!!
So the 690 drive the Bosie was definitely worth it! I would do it for Adam any day!! Love ya ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Slacker
Day 202
I have so much to blog about, but have no time!! Don't worry I will blog about everything soon!!
AL concert tomorrow!! YAY!!
I have so much to blog about, but have no time!! Don't worry I will blog about everything soon!!
AL concert tomorrow!! YAY!!
Friday, July 16, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Change Of Plan
Day 199
My interview got cancelled. I don't know when it's going to get rescheduled, but o well. I'm still getting ready for YC. I guess I'm excited...
My interview got cancelled. I don't know when it's going to get rescheduled, but o well. I'm still getting ready for YC. I guess I'm excited...
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Forget The Limits
Day 198
"Forget The Limits...Ride Beyond" This is the theme for the FFA this year. Haha o COLT. It actually was pretty fun and I learned a lot. It was really long, but all in all it was good. Plus there was a really cute state officer.
So tomorrow I have a job interview!!!! I really hope I get hired because this would be a pefect part time job!!! Awwww I'm nervous!!!!! I hope it all goes well.
I have to start packing for youth conference today. I don't know how I feel about it still.
"Forget The Limits...Ride Beyond" This is the theme for the FFA this year. Haha o COLT. It actually was pretty fun and I learned a lot. It was really long, but all in all it was good. Plus there was a really cute state officer.
So tomorrow I have a job interview!!!! I really hope I get hired because this would be a pefect part time job!!! Awwww I'm nervous!!!!! I hope it all goes well.
I have to start packing for youth conference today. I don't know how I feel about it still.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
I Should Be Sleeping...
Day 197
It's late I should be sleeping but, I'm not and right now I feel like writing a blog. Yeah I'm a little crazy and I guess right now I feel like I have a lot to say. Plus there is the other reason. I can't sleep. I watched a movie. Read a book. Watched a couple of episodes of Ray and still I'm not feeling the sleep coming on yet.
1st thing on my mind...
Tomorrow is COLT. It's a leadership thing for the FFA. Yes, it's still a shock to me that I'm actually part of this program. But it's nice and sometimes beneficial to try new things. Anyway it should be interesting and it is only for one day.
2nd...
Friends are no where to be found this week. Chel is gone at soar. At least 4 of my best buds are at EFY. I didn't hear from anyone today.I guess I just felt a little alone today even though I really wasn't. I went to the mall and got a cute outfit from my grandma. Mom and me ran some errands. And ok yeah it is only Monday. I need to chill about all this. Pretty soon I won't get to relax as much.
3rd...
Youth conference is Thursday. Actually I don't really want to talk about that right now.
4th...
I not going to keep this in any longer. I miss him! Still!!! I don't get it!!! I just have to remind myself what is it that I really miss? And he is so not even worth it. I'm so happy with everything and happy about myself. But I occasionally get overly excited when I get a cute text from a guy. Awww the agony!!!
Ok I'm done complaining and venting now. I think I actually feel a little more tired now! Night:)
It's late I should be sleeping but, I'm not and right now I feel like writing a blog. Yeah I'm a little crazy and I guess right now I feel like I have a lot to say. Plus there is the other reason. I can't sleep. I watched a movie. Read a book. Watched a couple of episodes of Ray and still I'm not feeling the sleep coming on yet.
1st thing on my mind...
Tomorrow is COLT. It's a leadership thing for the FFA. Yes, it's still a shock to me that I'm actually part of this program. But it's nice and sometimes beneficial to try new things. Anyway it should be interesting and it is only for one day.
2nd...
Friends are no where to be found this week. Chel is gone at soar. At least 4 of my best buds are at EFY. I didn't hear from anyone today.I guess I just felt a little alone today even though I really wasn't. I went to the mall and got a cute outfit from my grandma. Mom and me ran some errands. And ok yeah it is only Monday. I need to chill about all this. Pretty soon I won't get to relax as much.
3rd...
Youth conference is Thursday. Actually I don't really want to talk about that right now.
4th...
I not going to keep this in any longer. I miss him! Still!!! I don't get it!!! I just have to remind myself what is it that I really miss? And he is so not even worth it. I'm so happy with everything and happy about myself. But I occasionally get overly excited when I get a cute text from a guy. Awww the agony!!!
Ok I'm done complaining and venting now. I think I actually feel a little more tired now! Night:)
Monday, July 12, 2010
World Traveler
Day 196
I would just like to say today at tennis I was terrible. That's like the third time in a row! It's making me weird out!!!
Ok as you all know I have pretty much been traveling everywhere.
-Mexico in April
-Paris and London in June
-Boise in July(next week)
and now I'm going to Nebraska next month!! Yes now I'm going to Nebraska for a wedding. It's my mom's and grandma's side of the fam. From what I have heard they are all very funny people and the last time they saw me was when I was a baby. Anyway another road trip is ahead for my mom, grandma and Aunt,well she is my grandma's sister,for the 12 hr drive to the great plains!
I would just like to say today at tennis I was terrible. That's like the third time in a row! It's making me weird out!!!
Ok as you all know I have pretty much been traveling everywhere.
-Mexico in April
-Paris and London in June
-Boise in July(next week)
and now I'm going to Nebraska next month!! Yes now I'm going to Nebraska for a wedding. It's my mom's and grandma's side of the fam. From what I have heard they are all very funny people and the last time they saw me was when I was a baby. Anyway another road trip is ahead for my mom, grandma and Aunt,well she is my grandma's sister,for the 12 hr drive to the great plains!
Sunday, July 11, 2010
"I Like It"
Day 195
Last night was soooooooo much fun!! We kind of had a burn party, but it was just a bunch of us roasting marsh mellows and having a blast! It was a perfect summer evening. Good friends chilling outside listening to music! It was grand!!
Plus there was the little things that just made the night all the better:)
Today I got convinced into going to youth conference. It's going to be pretty fun. I will get to be with some of my closest friends, who sadly will be leaving soon...so this is a good chance to be together.
I hope tomorrow me and Lex can do some personal progress! Then of course do something fun!!!!
Ugh and I just remembered that I have COLT on Tuesday, but I leave that subject for later.
Last night was soooooooo much fun!! We kind of had a burn party, but it was just a bunch of us roasting marsh mellows and having a blast! It was a perfect summer evening. Good friends chilling outside listening to music! It was grand!!
Plus there was the little things that just made the night all the better:)
Today I got convinced into going to youth conference. It's going to be pretty fun. I will get to be with some of my closest friends, who sadly will be leaving soon...so this is a good chance to be together.
I hope tomorrow me and Lex can do some personal progress! Then of course do something fun!!!!
Ugh and I just remembered that I have COLT on Tuesday, but I leave that subject for later.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
FIRE!?
Day 194
I was so lazy yesterday! I didn't even really do anything productive until my mom, aunt and me went to the mall. I love the mall so much!! I got a really sweet wallet and got some much needed items from Victoria's Secret!
When I got home I wrote a resume for this new store at the mall. I really hope I get an interview. I really want a job!!!!!
I think I mentioned the burn party before, but we still haven't had it yet. Tonight might finally be the night we pull it all together!!
I was so lazy yesterday! I didn't even really do anything productive until my mom, aunt and me went to the mall. I love the mall so much!! I got a really sweet wallet and got some much needed items from Victoria's Secret!
When I got home I wrote a resume for this new store at the mall. I really hope I get an interview. I really want a job!!!!!
I think I mentioned the burn party before, but we still haven't had it yet. Tonight might finally be the night we pull it all together!!
Friday, July 9, 2010
It Soon Will End
Day 193
Last night I had a lot of fun with Lexi and Camie. We drove around, talked and just enjoyed yet another lovely evening. Today I have been thinking about all the things that I want to do this summer before it ends.
-Drive in movie
-Burn Party
-Bike Ride
-Play more tennis
-Personal Progress
-Adam Lambert Concert
-School clothes shopping
But,the good things about summer ending are...
-SCHOOL(I really miss it)
-Football Games
-New Clothes
-Senior Year
-See Everyone
Last night I had a lot of fun with Lexi and Camie. We drove around, talked and just enjoyed yet another lovely evening. Today I have been thinking about all the things that I want to do this summer before it ends.
-Drive in movie
-Burn Party
-Bike Ride
-Play more tennis
-Personal Progress
-Adam Lambert Concert
-School clothes shopping
But,the good things about summer ending are...
-SCHOOL(I really miss it)
-Football Games
-New Clothes
-Senior Year
-See Everyone
Thursday, July 8, 2010
We All Scream For Ice Cream!
Day 192
I had a really good time with my buds last night. We had some root beer floats and just had a nice chat! Sometimes the best times I have with my friends is when we can just relax and talk.
Besides that I don't have a lot to report today.
Tonight will be just another nice summer evening.
I had a really good time with my buds last night. We had some root beer floats and just had a nice chat! Sometimes the best times I have with my friends is when we can just relax and talk.
Besides that I don't have a lot to report today.
Tonight will be just another nice summer evening.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Forgot To Mention
Day 191
Before I talk about the good news, I would just like to say that I feel stressed out!! What the heck!? It's summer!! Why do I feel like I have so much to do!? Seriously school doesn't start for about 2 months and I already have things to do!!! I hate this!
Anyway let's get to the good stuff! So not to long ago my mom bought tickets for us to go see ADAM LAMBERT in Boise!!! It's going to be sooooooo much FUN!! My mom, grandma, Aunt and me are all going. We are driving up in the morning then spending the night in a hotel!!!! I can't wait!!!!!! Adam is super hot!! It's going to be great to see him live again!
O yeah!!!
Before I talk about the good news, I would just like to say that I feel stressed out!! What the heck!? It's summer!! Why do I feel like I have so much to do!? Seriously school doesn't start for about 2 months and I already have things to do!!! I hate this!
Anyway let's get to the good stuff! So not to long ago my mom bought tickets for us to go see ADAM LAMBERT in Boise!!! It's going to be sooooooo much FUN!! My mom, grandma, Aunt and me are all going. We are driving up in the morning then spending the night in a hotel!!!! I can't wait!!!!!! Adam is super hot!! It's going to be great to see him live again!
O yeah!!!
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Terrible Tuesday
Day 190
I have eaten nothing but ice cream and cheesecake today and it's only 4 o'clock!
What the heck I'm I thinking? I guess it's just because I am so bored right now. I will probably hang out with friends later, but until then I'm a walking pig. Yeah, not a good things to do when your trying to lose weight...
I need help!
I have eaten nothing but ice cream and cheesecake today and it's only 4 o'clock!
What the heck I'm I thinking? I guess it's just because I am so bored right now. I will probably hang out with friends later, but until then I'm a walking pig. Yeah, not a good things to do when your trying to lose weight...
I need help!
Monday, July 5, 2010
3 Times!
Day 189
Ok ok Yes I have seen Eclipse a 3rd time.
But I also watched Paranormal Activity tonight!! It was pretty freaky!!
I hope I can make it through the night...oooooo!!
Ok ok Yes I have seen Eclipse a 3rd time.
But I also watched Paranormal Activity tonight!! It was pretty freaky!!
I hope I can make it through the night...oooooo!!
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Home of The Free
Day 188
Happy 4th of July everyone!!! What a fun hoilday this is!! There is nothing like hot dogs, ice cream and fireworks on this fun day!! I can say that I have been other places not like my home in this good country and I will say there isn't anything like it. I'm very happy to call America my home.
Random sentence of this post.I have some thoughts on a recent issue, but I think I will save that for another time of maybe I just won't bring it up agian...we will see.
Moving on I got my new Teen Vouge for the month. Joe Jonas and Demi Lovato are on it and in it. What a awkward thing that must have been. Recently broken up and all. Taking about it in this magazine. Not something I would want to do. I will say this, they both look super hott!!
Happy 4th of July everyone!!! What a fun hoilday this is!! There is nothing like hot dogs, ice cream and fireworks on this fun day!! I can say that I have been other places not like my home in this good country and I will say there isn't anything like it. I'm very happy to call America my home.
Random sentence of this post.I have some thoughts on a recent issue, but I think I will save that for another time of maybe I just won't bring it up agian...we will see.
Moving on I got my new Teen Vouge for the month. Joe Jonas and Demi Lovato are on it and in it. What a awkward thing that must have been. Recently broken up and all. Taking about it in this magazine. Not something I would want to do. I will say this, they both look super hott!!
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Heavenly
Day 186
Last night was another perfect summer night. I helped my aunt set up her new ipod and then I went and watched Dear John with Kayla and Camie!! Not only is that show awesome we had popcorn, pizza, and ice cream!! It was the perfect girl/cry/pig out night ever!!!!!! It could very well be a little taste of heaven!
Tonight my friends...Should also be very epic as well. If the plan goes has I hope we should watch a freakin scary movie and then watch the fireworks at the park!! I love the 4th of July celebrations!
On the actual day my fam and me are going to the Bee's game!! I'm soooo excited!!!
Last night was another perfect summer night. I helped my aunt set up her new ipod and then I went and watched Dear John with Kayla and Camie!! Not only is that show awesome we had popcorn, pizza, and ice cream!! It was the perfect girl/cry/pig out night ever!!!!!! It could very well be a little taste of heaven!
Tonight my friends...Should also be very epic as well. If the plan goes has I hope we should watch a freakin scary movie and then watch the fireworks at the park!! I love the 4th of July celebrations!
On the actual day my fam and me are going to the Bee's game!! I'm soooo excited!!!
Friday, July 2, 2010
Summer Lovin'
Day 185
Yesterday was a fantastic summer day. Even though it felt like my face was going to burn off whenever I went outside, it was grand.
Earlier in the day Kayla, Camie and me went and got our nails done. We have wanted to get news ones ever since prom. We love them!! These things are the only chance my hands have to not look like a 7 year old boys.
Afterwards Kayla and me decided that we wanted to go see Eclipse again, so we did. It was just as intense! Loved it!
After that I went to my friend Sara's and hung out with some great friends. We had a fun time and we watched Supernatural. It was way scary!! We all decided that we are going to watch Paranormal Activity tomorrow night!! It's going to be epic!!
Yesterday was a fantastic summer day. Even though it felt like my face was going to burn off whenever I went outside, it was grand.
Earlier in the day Kayla, Camie and me went and got our nails done. We have wanted to get news ones ever since prom. We love them!! These things are the only chance my hands have to not look like a 7 year old boys.
Afterwards Kayla and me decided that we wanted to go see Eclipse again, so we did. It was just as intense! Loved it!
After that I went to my friend Sara's and hung out with some great friends. We had a fun time and we watched Supernatural. It was way scary!! We all decided that we are going to watch Paranormal Activity tomorrow night!! It's going to be epic!!
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Typical Girl Teen
Day 183
I'm gonna sound really dumb right now.
Yes. I screamed and giggled in Eclipse, but in my defence I think every women in America did also.
Yes. I have want to kiss a really hottt guy!
Yes. I think I need to be skinnier.
Yes. I really wish I had my own "special" friend...again.
Yes. I am kinda crazy, but...
Right now I am acting like a TGT.
Typical Girl Teen.
I'm gonna sound really dumb right now.
Yes. I screamed and giggled in Eclipse, but in my defence I think every women in America did also.
Yes. I have want to kiss a really hottt guy!
Yes. I think I need to be skinnier.
Yes. I really wish I had my own "special" friend...again.
Yes. I am kinda crazy, but...
Right now I am acting like a TGT.
Typical Girl Teen.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
I Suck!!
Day 181
I know my blogging has been really crappy!!! I promise that I will get back on track!!! The Europe trip through me off!!
Things I will blog about soon:
-Paris and London
-Summer Tennis
-The date
-Adventures with my buds
-Eclipse (which is tomorrow!!!)
I know my blogging has been really crappy!!! I promise that I will get back on track!!! The Europe trip through me off!!
Things I will blog about soon:
-Paris and London
-Summer Tennis
-The date
-Adventures with my buds
-Eclipse (which is tomorrow!!!)
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Can't
Day 179
I just got back from my awesome trip, but I am to sore,tired and sick to blog right now...
I just got back from my awesome trip, but I am to sore,tired and sick to blog right now...
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Things I Love #10
Day 176
-The Vampire Diaries
-Adam Lambert
-Midnight movie premiers
-Hoodies
-Hugs and Kisses
-The Vampire Diaries
-Adam Lambert
-Midnight movie premiers
-Hoodies
-Hugs and Kisses
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
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