Day 222
I just think it's kind of cool that today is my 222 day of blogging. I only have 143 more days until I have officially blogged everyday for a whole year!! Crazy!
Today has pretty much been the most boring day ever. And that's just sad. First of all because it's a Saturday and second, I actually haven't been home at all. I went with my mom a lot of places and we went and visited my grandma. So I actually did stuff, but here I am now, sitting on my laptop on a perfectly good Saturday night. Which is extremely weird. I don't think I have been home at 10 for a really long time. And if I have I was with friends. Not tonight though.
I guess I have no excuse but to read some of 1984. I really want to watch a movie on Netflix. As soon as JB gets off the xbox I'm taking over!! I have put good use to the Netfix. It's been really nice to wake up at 11 watch a movie and then finally get ready. So far I have watched, The Proposal, Forever Strong, Tuck Everlasting and Forrest Gump. I have enjoyed them all very much. I had never seen Forever Strong or Tuck Everlasting and they both have become movies I want to watch again.
Well I guess I will try and put this night to use. Night Y'all!
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
I Really Wish...
Day 221
I really wish these next few weeks would just hurry up! I want to freaking start school.
I really wish I didn't have to read 1984. There is so many books I would rather read right now.
I really wish I was back in Paris right now.
I really wish I was on a cruise ship right now, somewhere out in the ocean.
I really wish I could look into the future and see where I will be at this exact moment 5 years from now.
I really wish I wasn't so paranoid.
I really wish something exciting would happen tonight.
I really wish that the new Vampire Diaries season didn't start till September.
I really wish I wasn't so bored right now.
I really wish I had some yummy food.
I really wish these next few weeks would just hurry up! I want to freaking start school.
I really wish I didn't have to read 1984. There is so many books I would rather read right now.
I really wish I was back in Paris right now.
I really wish I was on a cruise ship right now, somewhere out in the ocean.
I really wish I could look into the future and see where I will be at this exact moment 5 years from now.
I really wish I wasn't so paranoid.
I really wish something exciting would happen tonight.
I really wish that the new Vampire Diaries season didn't start till September.
I really wish I wasn't so bored right now.
I really wish I had some yummy food.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Already?
Day 220
Wow we have only been having afternoon practices for a week and I already am getting my awesome tennis tan. My legs and arms are getting their beautiful golden brown color again!! I wish I could keep it like that all year long.
I'm way bored tonight. All alone, just chilling in my room. The crickets outside sound awesome. Plus I'm listening to the Spill Canvas, so the crickets and the music work nicely together.
I can't even begin to explain how excited I am for Monday! SCHOOL SHOPPING!! It's probably one of my favorite days of the year.
Well I guess I better start reading my required AP reading. 1984. It's pretty interesting, but I hate when you are forced to read something. It just makes you not want to read it.
Nightie night.
Wow we have only been having afternoon practices for a week and I already am getting my awesome tennis tan. My legs and arms are getting their beautiful golden brown color again!! I wish I could keep it like that all year long.
I'm way bored tonight. All alone, just chilling in my room. The crickets outside sound awesome. Plus I'm listening to the Spill Canvas, so the crickets and the music work nicely together.
I can't even begin to explain how excited I am for Monday! SCHOOL SHOPPING!! It's probably one of my favorite days of the year.
Well I guess I better start reading my required AP reading. 1984. It's pretty interesting, but I hate when you are forced to read something. It just makes you not want to read it.
Nightie night.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
It Happens
Day 219
They say that the lord what ever give more than we can handle. I keep wondering when my point is reached when I don't have to suck it up and take it. Yes. I'm talking about the guy again. It's still the same one. I know it's sad. I'm pretty pathetic.
Today we ran and lifted inside because of the rain. So of course the football team was there. And to make this as less painful to write down, I'm pretty much invisible to him. Walked right past him and....nothing. I can't even begin to explain what goes thought my mind at moments like this. First of all, talk about an awkward moment. Second the ducking and staring at the floor. Third Knowing he saw me, all sweaty and no make up, but if I looked normal still doesn't even want to look me in the eye. Fourth realizing he still knows I look at him and he's amused by it.
Not a good day, especially since we finally had the burn party last night.
It shouldn't be this way. He shouldn't be pushing his way into my life. He shouldn't pretend I don't exist. He shouldn't text my friend, but then again she shouldn't text him either. He shouldn't want to make me want it back. But I guess it just happens...to me.
They say that the lord what ever give more than we can handle. I keep wondering when my point is reached when I don't have to suck it up and take it. Yes. I'm talking about the guy again. It's still the same one. I know it's sad. I'm pretty pathetic.
Today we ran and lifted inside because of the rain. So of course the football team was there. And to make this as less painful to write down, I'm pretty much invisible to him. Walked right past him and....nothing. I can't even begin to explain what goes thought my mind at moments like this. First of all, talk about an awkward moment. Second the ducking and staring at the floor. Third Knowing he saw me, all sweaty and no make up, but if I looked normal still doesn't even want to look me in the eye. Fourth realizing he still knows I look at him and he's amused by it.
Not a good day, especially since we finally had the burn party last night.
It shouldn't be this way. He shouldn't be pushing his way into my life. He shouldn't pretend I don't exist. He shouldn't text my friend, but then again she shouldn't text him either. He shouldn't want to make me want it back. But I guess it just happens...to me.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Next Time
Day 218
I have so much to say, but not enough time tonight. So next time I will tell all.
Good night!
I have so much to say, but not enough time tonight. So next time I will tell all.
Good night!
Monday, August 2, 2010
Sunday, August 1, 2010
What You Don't Know...
Day 216
Well last night was interesting. Went to a big movie night with my girls!! We had a good time and we took some pretty hilarious pictures!!! haha o I love my friends!
Anyway I would like everyone to know to truth behind the statement "What you don't know, Can't hurt you." Believe me I have been living this for a whole year. But then agian would you rather know what goes on behind your back? I've kind of learned that this week.
This made me think of a scene in one of my favorite movies of all time, How To Make An American Quilt. I going to quote it because, yes, I'm a dork like that...
Anna: "I never liked full moons. They give people an excuse to do foolish things."
Finn: "I'm young. I'm supposed to do foolish things."
Anna: "And spend the rest of your life paying for them?"
Finn: "I rather that than wondering what I missed."
Anna: "I'd rather wonder than kick myself."
Finn: "I'd rather kick myself."
Anna: "Then you will die with a sore backside."
Well last night was interesting. Went to a big movie night with my girls!! We had a good time and we took some pretty hilarious pictures!!! haha o I love my friends!
Anyway I would like everyone to know to truth behind the statement "What you don't know, Can't hurt you." Believe me I have been living this for a whole year. But then agian would you rather know what goes on behind your back? I've kind of learned that this week.
This made me think of a scene in one of my favorite movies of all time, How To Make An American Quilt. I going to quote it because, yes, I'm a dork like that...
Anna: "I never liked full moons. They give people an excuse to do foolish things."
Finn: "I'm young. I'm supposed to do foolish things."
Anna: "And spend the rest of your life paying for them?"
Finn: "I rather that than wondering what I missed."
Anna: "I'd rather wonder than kick myself."
Finn: "I'd rather kick myself."
Anna: "Then you will die with a sore backside."
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