Day 60
As usual nothing to exciting happened on a Sunday. I did have a really weird and sad dream last night, so I keep thinking about it all day long.
After church me and Chel watched the USA vs Canada hockey game! It was very entertaining. I wish we would have won, but it is nice that Canada won since the games were in Canada. It's sad that the games are over already.
The rest of the day I have been dealing with a dreadful headache and I just feel blah. I need to get a good sleep tonight and hopefully have a good day tomorrow.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Come Faster Cabo!
Day 59
Today not to exciting...I slept in till around 1!! Yeah you heard me 1 PM my friends!!!!
It felt great. I went to lunch with my mom and grandma. Then I to play some Yahtzee with my great grandma. My great grandma, Teddy, is so cute. But at times I feel bad for her. She is just getting to the point where her memory isn't good and she is just in pain. I wish there was something more that the fam could do for her. I wish I could have known her when she was herself....someday I will.
I don't know if I have mentioned this yet, but I'm going on a cruise in about a month!! It's coming up fast!! We are going to Cabo. It's down the Baja California Peninsula. It's going to be so much fun!!
It looks so pretty!! We going to spend the day at a really nice beach and even go snorkeling!!
The only thing I'm going to have to do before I go is probably go tanning. Which I'm ok with, but I want to look good when I go. Who knows what hott teenage boys will be on the boat!! I'm defiantly not taking my chances!! I need to meet a nice guy!! If it's not going to be on this trip, it better happen when I'm in Europe!!
Today not to exciting...I slept in till around 1!! Yeah you heard me 1 PM my friends!!!!
It felt great. I went to lunch with my mom and grandma. Then I to play some Yahtzee with my great grandma. My great grandma, Teddy, is so cute. But at times I feel bad for her. She is just getting to the point where her memory isn't good and she is just in pain. I wish there was something more that the fam could do for her. I wish I could have known her when she was herself....someday I will.
I don't know if I have mentioned this yet, but I'm going on a cruise in about a month!! It's coming up fast!! We are going to Cabo. It's down the Baja California Peninsula. It's going to be so much fun!!
It looks so pretty!! We going to spend the day at a really nice beach and even go snorkeling!!
The only thing I'm going to have to do before I go is probably go tanning. Which I'm ok with, but I want to look good when I go. Who knows what hott teenage boys will be on the boat!! I'm defiantly not taking my chances!! I need to meet a nice guy!! If it's not going to be on this trip, it better happen when I'm in Europe!!
Friday, February 26, 2010
Speechless...Once Again
Day 58
Right now I feel like I have a lot to write down, but whatever I'm about to write or maybe not write are things that I have wrote about before. Yes, I will admit I know I say a lot of the same things over and over again. But I realized once again tonight why I find myself repeating the same thoughts and feelings.
Before I get to the same old stuff. Earlier today I went to the park and played volleyball. It was freaking hilarious.
Later Chels and me went to a movie. We saw The Wolf Man!! It was not what I was expecting it to be, but it had some freakin scary moments!! We jumped so much! The main guy was pretty attractive. but he has his flaws... If you seen the movie then you know what I mean.
When the movie got over we went to Village Inn and of course ate some delicious food. So Chel asked me if I wanted to ask someone to come watch a movie with her and her friend. So I asked this guy who is one of my nice friends. He said he wanted to come, but then he tells me to ask this other girl that he likes!! What the heck is wrong with me!!?? I just don't understand why he thought that wouldn't be weird or mean to say. Basically he said that he would love to watch a movie as long as it was with someone else there, not me.
Seriously? It happens every time no matter what. and I'm sorry that I'm always talking about "him" or another guy who acted stupid. But I can't help that no matter what I do I get something like this every time. so really I just feel like if something else were to happen I would just do nothing cause now I just walk around thinking about something bad in the past of just wait for something disappointing to happen again. I am speechless, once again.
Right now I feel like I have a lot to write down, but whatever I'm about to write or maybe not write are things that I have wrote about before. Yes, I will admit I know I say a lot of the same things over and over again. But I realized once again tonight why I find myself repeating the same thoughts and feelings.
Before I get to the same old stuff. Earlier today I went to the park and played volleyball. It was freaking hilarious.
Later Chels and me went to a movie. We saw The Wolf Man!! It was not what I was expecting it to be, but it had some freakin scary moments!! We jumped so much! The main guy was pretty attractive. but he has his flaws... If you seen the movie then you know what I mean.
When the movie got over we went to Village Inn and of course ate some delicious food. So Chel asked me if I wanted to ask someone to come watch a movie with her and her friend. So I asked this guy who is one of my nice friends. He said he wanted to come, but then he tells me to ask this other girl that he likes!! What the heck is wrong with me!!?? I just don't understand why he thought that wouldn't be weird or mean to say. Basically he said that he would love to watch a movie as long as it was with someone else there, not me.
Seriously? It happens every time no matter what. and I'm sorry that I'm always talking about "him" or another guy who acted stupid. But I can't help that no matter what I do I get something like this every time. so really I just feel like if something else were to happen I would just do nothing cause now I just walk around thinking about something bad in the past of just wait for something disappointing to happen again. I am speechless, once again.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
"It's Been A Hard Day's Night"
Day 57
What a interesting, crazy and fun day this has been.
To start everything off, I decided last minute to walk! It was so strange but at the same time I got an adrenaline rush. So there I was, protesting at the Jordan School District. Except I wouldn't call it protesting exactly. I, and the other smart people were there so that our opinions on what was happening was heard. We all know that there really isn't anything that can be done to fix this problem, but we just wanted everyone to know how we felt. I hope who ever reads this understands what I'm saying. I hate how a lot of people thought of us as a bunch of teenagers who wanted an excuse to get out of school, cause for most of us it wasn't like that at all. And just to throw a little extra thought into this subject, I quite enjoyed myself for making the decision to WALK!!
Alright so after the serious stuff, I hung out with some friends until everyone had to go to work. Then like any other week day I came home and did homework...ZZZZ
Then the Young Women in my ward played there Champ/Leader game!! It was pretty much the funniest, coolest thing I have ever watched!! The YW won!! Way to go girls!!
We all went to Chel's after and had a little party night. It was grand!
Now...I'm exhausted!!!!!!!!! I quote The Beatles "It's been a hard day's night, I should be sleeping like a log!!!" So that's what I'm going to do!!
Good Night friends!!!!
What a interesting, crazy and fun day this has been.
To start everything off, I decided last minute to walk! It was so strange but at the same time I got an adrenaline rush. So there I was, protesting at the Jordan School District. Except I wouldn't call it protesting exactly. I, and the other smart people were there so that our opinions on what was happening was heard. We all know that there really isn't anything that can be done to fix this problem, but we just wanted everyone to know how we felt. I hope who ever reads this understands what I'm saying. I hate how a lot of people thought of us as a bunch of teenagers who wanted an excuse to get out of school, cause for most of us it wasn't like that at all. And just to throw a little extra thought into this subject, I quite enjoyed myself for making the decision to WALK!!
Alright so after the serious stuff, I hung out with some friends until everyone had to go to work. Then like any other week day I came home and did homework...ZZZZ
Then the Young Women in my ward played there Champ/Leader game!! It was pretty much the funniest, coolest thing I have ever watched!! The YW won!! Way to go girls!!
We all went to Chel's after and had a little party night. It was grand!
Now...I'm exhausted!!!!!!!!! I quote The Beatles "It's been a hard day's night, I should be sleeping like a log!!!" So that's what I'm going to do!!
Good Night friends!!!!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Walk or Not?
Day 56
I can't write a lot tonight, but tomorrow the rumor is that everyone is going to have a walk out. I'm not sure what to do. I don't know what the right thing is to do...
I can't write a lot tonight, but tomorrow the rumor is that everyone is going to have a walk out. I'm not sure what to do. I don't know what the right thing is to do...
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Breathe In...And Out
Day 55
So my "feelings" aren't completely in check right now, but it's all good. School was good today, can't complain.
I'm sure a lot of you know about the drama between the Jordan School District and Canyon School District. I'm not going to get to into that to much right now, but I will just say one small thing about it...It's ridiculous what they are doing to everyone. It needs to be fixed and it needs to be equal.
Going from that WJ played the last regular season game tonight and we won! We play the first state game on Tuesday. I have been hearing a lot of rummors about Bingham dropping out completely because of the School District thing. I don't know if that's true, but all I know is that WJ is still in it! I will say I'm glad that Bingham is taking a stand. Anyway I don't want to talk about that right now.
For some good news, I got my Sweetheart pictures today!!
I think they turned out good!
After everything that has been going on, it's just nice to put aside some time to think and breathe...I need to calm down!!!!
So my "feelings" aren't completely in check right now, but it's all good. School was good today, can't complain.
I'm sure a lot of you know about the drama between the Jordan School District and Canyon School District. I'm not going to get to into that to much right now, but I will just say one small thing about it...It's ridiculous what they are doing to everyone. It needs to be fixed and it needs to be equal.
Going from that WJ played the last regular season game tonight and we won! We play the first state game on Tuesday. I have been hearing a lot of rummors about Bingham dropping out completely because of the School District thing. I don't know if that's true, but all I know is that WJ is still in it! I will say I'm glad that Bingham is taking a stand. Anyway I don't want to talk about that right now.
For some good news, I got my Sweetheart pictures today!!
I think they turned out good!
After everything that has been going on, it's just nice to put aside some time to think and breathe...I need to calm down!!!!
Monday, February 22, 2010
Is It Possible To Feel This Much?
Day 54
Alright, what exactly am I feeling right now? It's a little of everything I think. Frustrated... I know there are some things I want to change, while some things are impossible to change.
Worried...I don't know what's in store for my future education.
Upset...I don't understand why certain things are the way they are, or how certain things came to be.
Anger...It seams like one minute I'm happy, confident, then the next minute something comes along that pushes me over the edge. Why?
Disappointment...I know I can be better and I know if that one relationship would have been worked out, things would be better.
Invisible...Hello, I'm here waiting for something to happen.
Hopeful...It will all work out, eventually.
Alright, what exactly am I feeling right now? It's a little of everything I think. Frustrated... I know there are some things I want to change, while some things are impossible to change.
Worried...I don't know what's in store for my future education.
Upset...I don't understand why certain things are the way they are, or how certain things came to be.
Anger...It seams like one minute I'm happy, confident, then the next minute something comes along that pushes me over the edge. Why?
Disappointment...I know I can be better and I know if that one relationship would have been worked out, things would be better.
Invisible...Hello, I'm here waiting for something to happen.
Hopeful...It will all work out, eventually.
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