Burdens Lifted

Day 153
Yesterday was a very interesting day. Let's just say I got to tell him how much he hurt me and my feelings. And he got to apologize and explain why he did the things he did. Even though I don't know why he did it, he doesn't even know why he did it, but now I feel like I have some closure. I feel like now we BOTH can move on from what happened. I wouldn't call us friends, but we aren't enemies or anything like that. So I feel like a million times better. I can finally actually move on now, for real this time.
Lex, Camie and Kayla came over to talk about all that happened I always feel better talking to them. Later I went with Lex to her family BBQ and it was way fun!!!!
So tomorrow is the day...LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!! It doesn't feel real to me at all. Anyway tomorrow should be way fun. Chill at school and then the year book stomp!! Fun times!! And a excellent way to start summer!!!!!!!!!

Just Not Feeling It

Day 152
I don't really want to talk about today. I'm not feeling like blogging at all. So I will talk about it tomorrow.

Could It? Should It?

Day 151
Tomorrow should be interesting...
It should make me happy.
It should lift those feelings off my chest.
It should turn out the way I hope.
It should all be resolved, no matter which way it goes.
But it could...
End up making things worse.
It could make me cry.
It could make me say something I didn't want him to know.
It could be a not so great time.

What Else?

Day 150
Last night at the bees game was soooo much fun! James is such a nice guy and I think he had a good time! So yay a successful date!!
I hate to say this, but the drama of the guy is still not over. I really hate talking about this every week, but he just won't go away. I just don't understand. So apparently he NEVER was happy with me, but still he is constantly trying to interfere in my life. And was is so sad that I think it would take a lot of me to say "No" to him if he ever really did take me back. I don't know what's going to happen now. All I know is that I need to stay strong and stay away form whatever he throws at me next.

Last Friday

Day 149
Right now I'm sitting in animal science. I just my report about Jockeys. Not that exiting.
But I am very excited for tonight. Bees game!! It's going to be way fun. James is a really funny guy and all our friends will be there too so it's going to be a good night. The only thing that I'm a little worried about is the rain. I personally don't have a problem with rain, but I think other people in the group might.
I fill a little stressed right now. After school I need to go hurry and talk to a teacher about my pathway and then Chel and me probably will need to clean our locker out. I need to get ready for tonight by 5 so I'm hoping I can get ready fast.
All in all this last Friday has been a little blah, but then again I don't really have a lot to complain about.

It's Now 11:14

Day 148
It doesn't take much for Chel and me to find something funny to do. And if your wondering what we could possibly be doing at 11:14pm on a school night you can refer to her blog. It's a pretty awesome sight!!!

P.S. Tomorrow is my last Friday as a Junior!!

Gaga, Glee and Lee

Day 147
Can I even begin to explain how badly I want to see Lady Gaga next March!! Extremely bad!!!! I finally got to watch Glee tonight and of course this week had to be Lady Gaga week!! Super cool, definitely one of the best episodes yet!! I also really liked all the guys in their Kiss attire.
I also watched American Idol. I haven't really watched this season, but I will say I am extremely shocked that Lee won.