Could It? Should It?

Day 151
Tomorrow should be interesting...
It should make me happy.
It should lift those feelings off my chest.
It should turn out the way I hope.
It should all be resolved, no matter which way it goes.
But it could...
End up making things worse.
It could make me cry.
It could make me say something I didn't want him to know.
It could be a not so great time.